Different Worlds *sak and i*

"Yeah, I suggest not doing it and giving them everything they hand you back the next day, in front of your teachers," I said.

"Oh I planed on it. after what happen today. Why should I be around them any more any ways." I said.

"Exactly, im sure there are other accepting people around our school. Besides it's not like the community has a reason to push you away. I mean you only lost someone but you have something. If I lost someone or not wouldn't matter to the people here," I said. That's why when I turned 18 and was out of high school I planned to get custody of my sister or get her somewhere safer. Even if it means jail time for me.

"Maybe." I said. I looked at the time. "Well I love to stay and Chat more. But. I better get home. I'll see ya tomorrow." I said getting up.

"Later," I said. I stood as well, as much as I hated it I needed to go home as well. I started my long walk back.

I pasted my mothers grave one more time before heading to the jeep and driving home to my empty house. Means papa isn't home. I went to start dinner.

I made it home. My dad was still working with the drug rations and mom had been working at home again. One of her customers was talking about a schedule with her. I knocked on the wall. "Excuse me but Miss Carey, did you pick up my sister from school?" I asked. I never could call them mom or dad, it was Mr. James and Miss Carey.

I made dinner and ate mine while I put fathers away so he knew where to look and cleaned up the kitchen and then headed to my room to do the Hw I had to do.

I took the food to the basement where two small rooms, a bathroom, and a large entertainment area for just us were. I went into mine and I ate my food and did my homework quietly.

When I finished homework. I got ready for bed and and laid there with my phone dead silent as always no one ever text or called me but my father. I sighed falling asleep not hearing papa come home late as always.

I was up through most of the night. My mom and dad fought a lot. I wondered why they lived together, but I guess it's because they didn't want either of us so without a better way they could imagine. I finally fell asleep after midnight.

What scared me awake the next morning was the slam of the door as my dad had left for work again. I sat there and sighed. I got up and peeked out my room it smelled like he was thinking of mom again since he left for work with another Hang over. I sighed and got ready for school. Tuesday day woot just the joy of that.

I sighed as my mother's yelling woke me again. I got up and dressed before repeating yesterday and going off to school.

Today I got to school and no friends greeted me no one talked to me and just stared. One of my old friends came up to me. "Why don't cha stay home with little crazy boy you were talking to yesterday sweet heart." She giggled. "Get out of my face." I said normally. She and her friends walked away singing that little childish song. of the sitting in the tree kissing. And just repeat it. I walked away to my locker. I didn't want to hear this any more. That wasn't happening they were just doing it to anger me. I opened my locker and my stuff fell out with notes saying the same thing They were singing. God damn it.

I made it school and heard a few things here and there about me and her. Please, I couldn't even if I wanted to. She was nice and all but not what attracted me right now. I got my books and went to class.

I stuffed it all back in my locker and made my way to class. Just ignore it and it will go away. I sat down in class. I looked threw my books and there were still stick notes writen with it. I just placed my head on the desk my stuff falling off it I didn't care. I didn't want to hear it see it or read it any more.

I looked up as one of her friends, and one that I had sex with came up. "So did you make your move? Sweep her up off her feet then off again?" She asked. "Actually no. I don't think of her as a slut like I did you when I spent the night with you. I haven't even thought of her in any way of that other than friendly," I replied with a smug look. As expected she slapped me and got the teacher's attention. Luckily the teacher did take my side today but only because she provoked my response and I hadn't gotten more than verbal with her.

I heard that slap I lifted my head and looked back. But As I sat there I could hear them still talk about it. I hid my face in my arms. I didn't need this. They are doing as a joke but a terrible joke. I ended up silently crying if no one heard them then that's fine. I didn't need any one trying to confert me. But When they wouldn't stop chatting and spreading rumors. I left my stuff And with out the teacher caring I left the class room I couldn't take it. I went to the out side table I sat at yesterday.

I watched her leave quietly. I got angry so I stood up and went to the teacher to explain what's happening right in front of him. When he told me to sit on my as* I said f*ck you and went to the principal. If they wouldn't listen then I still had a way of getting someone who had no choice. The principal reluctantly did believe it because it was a well known fact of yesterday's events and she got all the information she needed. I didn't know why I did this but I did. When I got to class I cleaned up her stuff. I sat down and wrote a note, hey I know you probably want to be alone now but if you want you can talk about this at lunch. Don't worry about those as*es, I took care of them. When class ended I waited until no one else was here and I put in her book then went to the library.

I went to get my stuff in my last class before going to help up in the library like always that will get my mind off it. I grabbed my note book. and as I picked it up the note fell out. I picked it up and read it. I put a soft smile and headed to the library putting my stuff down and too the cart full of books and started working on putting them away. It got my mind off of the world around me.

I laid my head down again as I was still tired due to my parents constant yelling.

I saw that he was here again. Since he only wrote on half the paper I took the other half and wrote for when he woke up again. I wrote. Thanks For that I really mean it. I didn't really think that this would happen but it did. But I'll try getting thrugh till lunch but I might end up going where peacefulness. I don't mind the company and talking to you. As I headed towards the books shelves near him I placed it where he would see it as I contued what I was doing. Till that period ended.

The bell rang I stretched. I saw her note and smiled a little. I put it away before heading off to my next class.

I headed to my next class. it seemed like the issue had calmed down. But I could tell it was still there. Few people stared at me when I walked in. But I ignored the and sat in my seat.

I sat in my desk for the class. I did all the work I had to do and counted my money. I realized I would have to make a sale today if I wanted to eat for two weeks. I made enough that my dad allowed me to take half of my earnings. The only sign that he cares a little about me.