Different Worlds *sak and i*

"Sorry didn't mean to." I said. Damn he did look good up close Stop it Misty..

"Its ok, im use to it with my sister," I said. "So um, um what brings you here?"

"Oh Just visiting my mother and just spending time away from people." I said. "What about you?" I asked.

"I was just enjoying the serenity. You know my parents can't stand each other but they live off each other," I said sheepishly.

"Interesting." I said and sighed. "Some times I wish I had the family quialty everyone gets but With my dad always at work and only comes home once a while since mother past. I had to mostly try my best." I shrugged.

"I wish my dad was always working. My mother doesn't care for either of us and neither does he. My parents aren't married either. But I out up with it because of my little sister," I said.

"I see." I said and had sat down leaning against the closest tree.

"Yea, it causes a lot of fights so I come here," I said.

"Thats undrstandable." I said.

"Yeah," I said. My hands started to shake so I sat down to try and hide it.
There wasn't a safe way to stop it, I just had to wait for the drug to get out of my system. Im just lucky I didn't try to rape her.

I looked at him and saw this. "You alright?" I asked.

"Yeah, im fine," I replied.

"alright. If you say so." I said. I looked back at my little blue Journal.

I leaned my head back. I looked at my pocket where my bag was. But what I had forgotten was one of my used needles was still laying around somewhere. I sighed softly.

I sat there for a while looking out at the water. Then looking around where I sat something Caught my eye. It looked like a needle of some sort. What is something like that all the way out here. I picked it up and set it by the tree I was leaning against.

I closed my eyes. The shaking hadn't stopped yet because it was becoming a withdrawal but I had to stop my daily injections now because one more injection would make this encounter worse, and I definitely didn't want someone seeing me now. I looked at her. "So do you come here after seeing your mother a lot?"

I nodded. "YEa. mostly when I just want to be away from annoying people." I said.

"So im not considered annoying, that's interesting. According to others im all kinds of a jerk, except my sister," I replied.

"Annoying? With what I do know by you no your not. You I can stand." I said. "And How can you be a Jerk?" I asked him.

"Well, I find my life isn't slow enough for girls so I usually have sex with them and leave them. But I never say I love you or promise anything, I always tell them that's what I want from them and they're ok. But the next day they're expecting my arm around their shoulders and I can't get why," I said. Truth is my home life is too horrible for a girl.

"Oh." I said. I just sat there. Thinking to my self. Hearing my friends conversation about their so called love life where I just stood there thinking most the time when I even get my first kiss with some one who isn't a stupid JackAs* Jock who doesn't give a damn. I sighed softly.

"Yeah, but not that you're not attractive I just can't see myself in your jeans. You don't seem the type that I would be able to get it from," I said.

"That's... Nice to know..." I said unsure about that or how to respond to that.

"Im sorry for making you feel uncomfortable. I don't get to talk to a lot of people for long conversations so I don't really know what to say a lot," I replied.

"Its fine. Everyone just talks over me any ways at school so I'm use to just staying quiet unless some one needs something." I sighed. "Or not doing their own work and end up giving it to me since I do my own.."