Different Worlds *sak and i*

I stared at her quietly. I realized that she didn't really but I wouldn't either coming from this. "Im really sorry for.bringing it in tbw house but I couldn't stop myself because im so addicted. I try to hide it from my sister but usually im not even in the house with her. And im just doing all I can until I graduate. I plan to take my sister somehow. But I may end up in jail because I get beat every time I don't sell. That's why im so bad right now," I said.

As he was telling me this I just sat down on the edge of the bed. "Its fine don't worry about it." I said. I didn't really know what else to say. I didn't understand why a person like that would force their child to do this. I just find it stupid. But its how people are.

"Yeah, and that's why I only have sex with girls because my father would hurt any girl I could care about. I mean im doing this for my sister. He said he'd beat her too if I didn't, and that he'd drag her into this when she was ten. She was only around one or two. Barely able to use a toilet," I said.

I understood why he did this. I felt sorry for both that they have to go through it. I had almost forgotten my father is a lawyer who deals with people with family like this every day almost. "I know probably wont help till he gets back but. My father Is a lawyer deals with families friends of the family of similar things. For the help you are doing for me. I want to help both you and your sister. That is if you let me help." I said just throwing it out there. Weather he accpets it or not.

I looked at her then away because I felt ashamed. "I mean I just want my sister safe and away from them. I will do what I can for her even if it puts me in jail because of how far this has gone," I said.

"Hayden. She will be. trust me. If you let us help you both will." I took on of his hands in mine.

I looked at her hand and I have never been so emotional before. I almost fell to tears, and I haven't cried for anything since I was a kid. "Thank you," I said softly.

"Your welcome. But I have to wait till papa gets home and hes not Dunk off his as* again." I mumbled the last part. I sighed. I didn't like he had to go though this his whole life. "Anyways what I the real reason I came in here for was this." I pulled the note back out. "This was the note Tia was talking about. But It acually isn't bad."

I read it and smiled. "Good, we've got something."

I nodded. "It always means something good. but really are still going to be some issues I know that. But less of the threat the better right?"

"Exactly, but they won't be done until someone really kicks their as*. I would've but my dad had mine so I can't," I said.

I nodded. "I understand." I said. I was glad to see when he smiled when he read that. His smile was so cute under all the gloom hes been through.

I looked at her. Just a few days ago I was only talking to her to help her mood improve. I wasn't planning on being her friend at all. "In glad that there's some help coming to us both," I said.

I nodded. "Yea I'm glad to." I said. I didn't expect him become a friend but yet here we are helping each other out.

I didn't know what to say to her.

"Well since You don't have home I still do. I need to do that." I said. As I got up and walked out. "Oh And smile more. It suits you." I headed to my room.

I thought that last sentence was strange but shrugged it off. I relaxed back on the bed quietly.

I turned my music on pulling out my work. Smiling to my self.

I just laid there thinking until it was time to get Sylvia ready for bed. I got her from the library and sent her for a bath.

I got ready for bed my self. but I sat finishing stuobborn homework I had turned off my music.

I waited for my sister before taking a shower as well.

I went down stairs to get a snack and making sure the door was locked. I hummed quietly.

My sister was in bed asleep, and I was showering. I let the water run over my body for awhile just feeling so angry that I could bring my needle in this home. I never should have done this.

I sat on the couch thinking to my self. He was cute sweet kind. Everything I could ask for. But Yet with all that as well. It just still shocked me.

I finally washed up before getting out. I dried off and pulled on my pants and walked out drying my hair with a towel.