Different Worlds *sak and i*

"What you mean?"

"He only told me to be myself," I replied

"And whats seems to be wrong with that?" I ask.

"It doesn't seem to get this girl's attention. I mean we have fun when I am being myself but she regards me as a friend still," I said. I was searching her expression for any signs of disappointment or endearment of her hoping it was her but she didn't give anything away.

"How would you know? You may think that but have you ever asked her or even talk about it? Because sometimes one mind can only think so much.

"He told me she will give off cues and I don't want to invest in something that will never be," I said.

"Again I say how will you know for sure you never know what one can think." I said.

I shrugged, "I just don't want to hear rejection."

This was going no where. "Right. No one wants to be rejected or hurt.. I get it." I said. I sighed softly.

I shrugged," I am sorry if the conversation is annoying. I just have no experience with this, usually I ask the girl if she wants to go on a date and we do it then I move on."

"Right." I said softly. I sat down.

I sighed and leaned my head back.

I sat there quietly. Hugging a pillow.

I closed my eyes.

"Well I'm heading off to bed. NIght." I said. getting up. and heading up stairs.

"I guess I will follow as well, goodnight," I replied and went to my room.

I nodded then ploped on my bed.

I got Sylvia in bed before I laid down and fell asleep.

I fell asleep my self.

I did as well after an hour. When I woke the next morning it was to the sound of people moving around as they prepared for their day.

It was a school day. As I got ready I cooked breakfast and kept it warm as I went back up to finished getting ready. I didn't see the other two moving. "Come on Sylvia and Hayden. We have school to get ready for." I said as I headed back in to my room.

I sighed, I wasn't used to this anymore. Five months I got up at 9 and chose when school happened. I got up and got dressed.

I finished getting ready as i head down stairs as papa left.

I got Sylvia ready before we went downstairs.

I got the plates ready setting them on the table.