from friends to lovers. ( for meggie,*scarlet*,Alice,and Lilly only!) [X]

I'm worried about her man. She hasn't been herself lately...I closed my phone and put it in my pocket. "Just checking in on Mark and Alice. Mark is fine and Alice is.....somewhere."

I sent back Not really. If you'd like to meet me at the cemetary near Marks house that would be great.

I felt my phone vibrate and sent back Alright man. We'll just have to keep a closer eye on her. I don't want her getting hurt. Night man! I closed my phone and stuck it in my pocket. I knew I wasn't getting a text for the rest of the day.

I waited for Ryan to show up. I had tears running down my face.

I ran to Erika and hugged her and twirled her around in a circle "That was beautiful!"

i shut my phone off after deleting wendy's nast text message. well it want nasty. she was flipping me off. i sighed and climed into bed.

I wipped the tears from my eyes. "It's ok. there's just something I have to do and I didn't want to do it alone anymore. I can't stand being alone" I got up and walked inside the cemetary to my mothers grave and got down on my knees. "I never told you guys this but my mother isn't here anymore. She died 5 years ago." Tears ran down my face. I didn't look at him while I talked. I was afraid he's consider me weak.

"I thought it was beautiful!"

I cryed into his chest. I couldn't hide anything anymore. I had to cry. I couldn't hold it in anymore.

"I wouldn't mind watching you on tuesday's" I smiled and moved a stray hair out of her face.

I blushed a little when she kissed me on the cheek. and waited for her to return.

I cryed til I didn't have any tears left and just sat there and let Ryan hold me. I needed to be with someone. I closed my eyes and somehow drifted off into sleep.

She looked amazing in her cloths. Even if they were just jeans. I hugged her close to me and kissed her head. "Beautiful"

I slept more peacefully then I ever had. Even when it did start to rain. I didn't feel rain hit me. I was in to deep of a sleep to notice. I muttered Ryan's name a lot in my sleep.

when i fell asleep the images from when mandy and i were at the assembly played in my dream. i had a smile on my face. god i loved her.

I woke up soaked. I looked up at Ryan "Thanks for being here for me."

"I really like them." I held her close.

I smiled. "good. What do you want to do?"

I laid in his arms. "I don't know what I would do without you."

"I know right. I wana go home." I said looking at him.

"your house or mine?" I asked leading her to my car.

I shook my head yes. "Dad is out of town so I'm home alone like usual."

I smiled. "Alright. We can go to my house." I hopped in the car and started it. "Ready?"

I relaxed in his arms while he walked.

I started the car and drove to the house.