If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x]

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 9:38 pm

My head popped up when I heard what she was talking about. "Come with me," I said running towards Ean's room.

"No way in h*ll am I talking to him any time soon," I muttered to myself. But we had to talk. And it was going to be horrible.

"Sasha told him?" I asked. That means she must have seen us. Well she was going to break-up with me anyways. I sighed and sat up.

I ran through the doors ignoring Ean sitting on the bed and went into the bathroom holding her in my arms. "Don't you dare," I said.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 9:42 pm

Kill me, you don't love me anymore... please. I looked into his eyes.That was usually how you pushed. Kill me, and it will be worth it... that was how I pushed, I put my thoughts into his head and I was in control. I just hoped it worked...
I had the necklace in my hand, I never broke contact. Of course I could always turn back time...

((Should Cassie turn back time, or Push Luke? You pick.))

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 9:44 pm

((Push Luke. MUHAHAHA. More evil and I have an idea))

I froze. I couldn't move. Cassie, please don't. She made me raise my hand. I don't want to kill you. I'm not going to. I felt tears fall down my cheeks. It was useless. But I can't kill her. I can't.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 9:50 pm

Kill me, you'll feel better. You won't remember what I did.

Ean looked freaked out, but he saw what was happening and pushed Luke out of the way, breaking the hold. Dammit.
I had no choice, I had to turn back time. It was better this way. Now, I knew what to do and don't do.
I froze the current time. I closed my eyes and moved my finger in a counter clockwise movement, I saw everything that had happened. I turned back to an hour ago when Luke and I were in bed.

Do you want to? I had my hands on his waist, ready to undo his belt. We were still kissing and he wasn't wearing a shirt. I felt his tongue on mine.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 9:56 pm

I moaned. Yes, But you just gave birth, I thought to her. Do you? Woah. Dajavou (sp).

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 9:57 pm

I want you. I kissed him harder. Don't let go of me.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 10:01 pm

I smiled at her. I don't think she would want to give birth every week so I did a small spell I knew. Your little whom will empty until I give a child to thee. It was a simple spell that I knew. It would keep her safe from any unwanted pregnancies.

I looked at him for what felt like hours. He had gotten Cassie pregnant. "Get out," I said. What if.... "I need to think Ean. Please just get out."

I sighed and got up going to the door. "I'm sorry Sasha," I said. Then I left. I needed to talk to Cassie now.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 10:03 pm

I heard Ean in my head. I ignored him and kept kissing Luke. I put his hands on me.
Make love to me...

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 10:05 pm

I shivered and pulled back. "What's with the sudden need?" I asked her. She was never this needy,

I walked into my room and waited for a response from Cassie.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 10:06 pm

We didn't get to do this right before the baby was born.
I looked him in the face. " You don't want to?"

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 10:08 pm

"No it's just... you never were like this before," I said honestly. "Somethings wrong and I want you to tell me about it." I flinched and touched my forehead. Why did I have a sudden head ache?

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 10:11 pm

I kissed his neck and all over his chest.
We aren't going to be able to do this when they get older... I was on his hips by now, it was getting harder for him to resist. I pulled my shirt over my head. I love you...

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 10:15 pm

I moaned. I love you too, I thought to her. Something was.... right. And wrong at the same time. I touched my head again. What the-?

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 10:17 pm

I kissed his forehead. I gently pushed the negativity away.
Luke, please...

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 10:21 pm

I shook my head eyes closed. "Give me a second," I said pulling away and sitting on the edge of the bed. Flashes. I was getting small flashes of... I was holding Cassie and crying. She was... We were... I was going to kill her. I gasped. No! I can't! I won't! Another one. Sasha showing up at my door crying saying just 2 words that I could hear. "Cassie and Ean." Next one. Me thinking of taking our son and leaving so Cassie and Ean could be together without reminders of me. Putting all of them in order... I looked at Cassie with fear in my eyes. What had happened?

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 10:25 pm

I got up, rejected. I walked over to the cribs and lloked over our children. I picked up Gabriel, he had somehow turned back. He stared at me. I tried to hide the tears. I took him over to the chairs we were in earlier. I rocked him and sang gently. I couldn't look at Luke. I was too scared. I wasn't going to let him take my son from me.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 10:29 pm

I watched her walk with our child over to the chair and started singing to him. Only i knew that it was a song to hide the tears. I walked over to Cassie and kneeled down beside her. "Cassie..." Those visions were like the ones that told me about her for the first time. All of them. Starting from the ones with the most impact to the ones that didn't matter but were enjoyable none the less. But these were new pictures. It wasn't a vision of a Cassandra or Cassady. It was of my Cassie. No one else. "What happened?"

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 10:31 pm

I shook my head.
" Don't look at me. " I couldn't hide the tears that much longer.
He started to reach for me, I thought he was going to take Gabriel so I moved.
" Its not what happened its about what was going to happen. "
Can we forget it?

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 10:37 pm

((I have to go soon))

I moved to touch her cheek when she shifted so I couldn't. I retrieved my hand and thought to her Yes we can. "I know," I said. "But those visions. What had happened? They were real I know that. But what did you do to make me forget them?"

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Mon Apr 12, 2010 10:38 pm

I tried to turn back time.
"Please don't hate me, I stopped myself..."
He cut me off by kissing me.

((I have to go soon too.))

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue Apr 13, 2010 4:34 pm

((Yeah sorry I left unexpectedly. I usually have to go to bed around the time I left))

I know you did, I thought to her kissing her. I honestly had no idea how far you were. And... I know you love him.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue Apr 13, 2010 4:57 pm

Not the same way. I want you forever... I kissed him deeper, hoping he wasn't that mad.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue Apr 13, 2010 5:58 pm

I kissed her back just as deeply. Just as I want you. But you admit you do.

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue Apr 13, 2010 8:56 pm

Don't...

Subject: Re: If Secrets were told I'd be dead [x] Tue Apr 13, 2010 9:06 pm

Please Cassie, I thought to her. I pulled back and looked at her. "I want nothing but honesty between us," I said. "Please. Do you love Ean?"

I sighed and lied down in bed. Where was she? I tried to contact her again.

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