Just Say you Dont Love Me (2)

Raksha: I smiled. I could too. Where too again?

Jason: I sighed. Alright. Let me know when and well talk. thnk

((Sorry Rose Ima jump time. =/ we will have our Elliot-Paysin time tho lol just post we had a great time.))


I kissed Elliot one last time before walking into the library to find a book to read. I looked at my phone.

3 new messages

I was a little busy to text them back, I blushed thinking how great of a time we had just talking by that same fountain and walking around the school grounds. I texted them back.

2Sasha: Sorry I was with Elliot *blush* =] The sleep over is in my room, I have a guy roommate but he doesnt really talk much...he sleeps most of the time. I forwarded the message to Raksha.

2Jason: We can talk now for a bit if you want. I'm having a girl night...well plus my roommate lol =]

((Lol. Frost sleeps alot. *hehe*))

Raksha: I smiled. A GUY 4 a roomie. OMG mind giving details later?

Jason: I sighed. Wait. Plus her room mate? What do you mean plus your roomie?

I laughed and sighed, the last thing i needed was another guy expected to be my lover. No details to give. lol =]

I read Jasons text now and texted back. Yeah I have a guy roomie.

Jason: I growled more to myself than anything else. May we talk now?

Raksha: Of course. There never seems to be.

I laughed at her text. I will give you details about my problems tonigh, trust me. I need help =[ I'll c u l8er...have to talk to somebody first.


I texted Jason back. Yeah I'm in the library.

Raksha: I'm holding you to this.

Jason. I took a deep breath and texted her, I'll be there in a second. And then I started walking towards the library. What was wrong with me? I needed to get my thoughts straight right now. Like RIGHT now.

kk I'm in the back on the couch. I texted back and set my book aside. He was a vamp, he wouldnt take long

Jason: I took another deep breath. Which was kind-of unnecessary. I opened the doors and started walking towards the back. Please don't let it be what I think it is. When I saw her my breath caught in my chest. I smiled brightly and sat next to her. "Are you still leaving?"

I looked at him and shook my head. "No. I think I'll stay here. Why do you ask?"

Jason: I sighed. "I don't want you to leave Paysin," I said. "And I don't know why." I looked off at the book shelf a good 30 meters in front of us.

I gulped back the lump that formed in my throat, I wasn't sure I was going to be able to breathe. My heart skipped a beat. I looked at my feet. "What do you mean, you dont know why?"

Jason: "I mean I shouldn't feel that way-" or at least I think I don't- "and I'm not sure I know why." Well I have a theory but it might be the worst possible option.

((Hey sorry I couldn't get on. I got seriously ill...like getting sent home from work and puking my guts up for hours ill >.< What's happened?))

((I'm sorry you were sick Rose. And Jason is talking to Paysin right now and you and Paysin had a good timw where you were but she had to go. Raksha, Sasha and Paysin are also planniong a sleepover.))

((Ahhhh... so much tension, so much excitment!!! lol i cant wait to see how this convo turns out ))

((*Hehe* I can't wait either. It all depends on the questions that are asked in order to know where it goes.))

((Elliot ima try my best not to cheat with the mysterious vampire xD Im just so vulnerable hehe i love love triangles, they make rps so interesting.))

I bit my lip nervously and her heart was pounding now, I never expected to have a conversation like this with him. I the thoughts I've had about my attraction to Jason was rheeling in my mind, the picture of him without a shirt, the way I felt when i touched me; how his cold skin could cause a firey frenzy whenever he touched me....I had to be close to Elliot to calm myself down, I had to touch Ellliot to stop the frenzy and calm my nerves...Oh god Elliot...what was I thinking? If he could hear my thoughts, his heart would be broken. I should have left right then but I didn't. I was still biting my lip nervously and I looked into his eyes, those eyes that always held me. I tried to keep my voice as steady as possible. "You're not making much sense."

((LOL. I have to ask this though. Has anyone *Other then Vitani* said 'I love you' yet?))

I sighed. "I know," I said. "I'm not making much sense to me either." I looked her directly in the eyes. She was so beautiful.... I touched her face lightly masking it by brushing a few stray strands of hair back behind her ear.

((nope xD lol ))


I shivered a bit under his touch and it wasn't because of his cold skin because, again, it left a trail of fire where he touched. I closed my eyes till he put my hair in place then looked up at him from under my long eyelashes. I was speechless but I had to say something. So I said what was really on my mind: "Not much is making sense right now." I gave a short nervous laugh, then I failed at keeping my cool, because my voice shook when I spoke.

((Ok. just checking thanks!))

I half smiled. "Paysin..." Then I removed my hand from her skin. "I... I'm... This can't be." I looked away and put my head in my hands. I'm falling for her. I'm falling for a woman who is not even my own species!

I blinked in suprise at him. I've never seen him like this....I was so used to strong and cocky Jason. I never thought I'd see him like this now with his head in his hands. I put my hand on his shoulder. "What, Jason? Whats wrong?" I pryed his hands from his face and lowered my head to meet his eyes. "Tell me."

((Gotta go))

I closed my eyes. What the heck was I doing? "This is just... I don't know."

((kk.))


I bit my lip again and sighed. "I'm sorry..." I didn't know what else to say.