Looking Back on Life

"All my family well my younger brother and mom" i said

"Nana was my lover and in a rival punk rock band......but i stil loved her dearly......."

"I left behind Virmoli and Vent--eh, Ven...Virmoli was an Indian girl I met when i moved into town and Ven was a guy I met after. Irnonically, they hated each other due to an issue a year before about him dating her best friend..." I grinned in spite of myself and the cruel irony. "I wouldn't say he was my lover, but we were definatley in love when i died."

"Nana always made the best salty Miso soup"

My stomach grumbled at the mentioning of food. I place my hand on my belly. "You don't think there's anything we can do about food around here, is there?

"Oh I'm sorry I didn't answer earlier when you asked me my name. I was still shock, but I'm Avril by the way." I said finally calming down.

i got up and started to walk around. ran into something. a table full of food. "Well theres this table of food over here." i called.

"And then theres Rena she was my lover" i said smiling at the memroies(sp)

(BTW alma, zoey, its not too late if you want to join. I really don't care. people can jump in whenever they want, really)

(okay lol I already jumped in kinda.)

I follow Ren. "Convenient, isn't it?" I mutter, grabbing a dinner roll that hadn't been there just a second ago. I turned to Kain. "So we've all left behind people we love huh? That sucks...but for me, it was a choice...if I didn't let him kill me, they would have suffered..."

"That sucks"i said and a soda poped next to me and i opened it

"So what exactly is your story?" I ask kain, sitting down beside him. "I'm sure we'd all like to hear...after you, I can share mine, then ren, and so forth...give us something to pass the time with, i guess."

i picked up a six pack of japenese beer. i literaly hugged. "The comforts of home." i said softly in japanese

I glance sideways at Ren with a smirk. Obviously he had something he liked.

"Story? Well i grew up in Japan but my mom moved me when my dad left and we came to the US and she met a guy got married ans had a kid my brother i met Rena 2 years ago and we started dating one day i was going home from work and i went to cross the street and Bam BUS" i said

i sat down with them and crossed my legs. i opened one of the cans and took a long sip.

Dang, that sucks. "My story? Well i ran away from home because my brother and father were in a gang. he was sent to bring me back, but when I refused he threatened Virmoli and Ven...causing a car wreck for them. Virmoli was unconscience for a week. Ven and Mason, my brother, got into a fight. He tried shooting them again, so I killed him and he shot me before he died. I died in Ven's arms..."

i looked at Ren and laughed "you can drink beer after you just died?" i asked him in japanese (BRB)

"What's so funny?" I asked when I heard the two men talking in japanese...apparently something about Ren's drinks?

"Beer is one of many comforts for me." i said in japanese. "Im sorry about what happened to you" i said to the girl. "I guess its my turn?"

I nodded.

i sighed and nodded. "I was a bassit in a band called Trapnest. i sometimes fooled around with drugs....our companies produser got me on this drug....i was in withdrawl....but i was high when i was driving. i was driving to where Nana was. it was snowing....i guess i crashed and now im here...."

"ouch...that sucks..."

i nodded. i finished what was left in the can and then set it on the floor.