Based on a song, Addicted, by Kelly Clarkson. Takes place during New Moon.{written before the NM movie cam out}
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
I need to hear it again. I just need it. His voice is so beautiful...I don't want to forget it, or him. He took everything else but his voice can keep me alive.
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
When I'm in trouble, you speak. I don't know if it's truly you, if you're trying to look over me, but I know I want to hear more. Please, I need to hear more.
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
In the beginning I didn't even care, but after so long with you, I can't be without. I keep waking up, thinking I heard you in my room, but it's only the wind. Maybe if I ask Jake for motorcycle lessons, then you'll come to me.
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
I can't lose your voice. It's all I have left. I don't have the CD with my lullaby. I don't have the tickets to remind me of a trip we could go on to see my mother. I don't have any pictures of you to look at when I need you. I don't have anything. I have nothing to live for anymore.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I could barely feel anything in the four months before my father threatened to send me away to my mother and away from the only place I can remember you. I almost lost myself in the oncoming darkness. Released my soul and let something higher up just take control.
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
I've looked for and found your – our - meadow. I thought that I could remember your voice here. Nothing happened, unless you want to count Laurent wanting to kill me. I almost wish he did sometimes. Like that I wouldn't have to live without you and I wouldn't have to feel this pain.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I want to your house. It's so big, and empty. I couldn't hear anything there either. All I felt was the pain deep inside from losing you and knowing I'll never see you again. You don't love me but I need your voice. I'll ask Jake to go cliff diving...
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
Just once more, and then that's it. I'll find some other way to get through my life, maybe Jake could help, even if he's a werewolf, he's still a friend and he can help me stop.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
No. I'll never be able to. Oh please Edward, come back to me and make me whole again. I feel so empty and I need you. Please...
its like you were bella or in shoes her shoes you might say. i love this one too.