More songfics...My Immortal by Evanescence{written before the NM movie came out.}
How could this have happened? We one minute we were fin and the next he leaves me with nothing. He took the CD and the tickets.
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
Everywhere I look I'm reminded of him. Every time I pull up at school I look for his Volvo. In every class I expect him to be waiting for me. In the cafeteria I wait for him to eat. He never shows up.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I remember the first day of school. His reaction to me in biology class and the way he tried so hard to change classes. How he reacted when Mike was taking me out of biology...
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
He'd been there for me when ever anything happened. Even when I ran away from Alice and Jasper to confront James...
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
I hear them talking about some things like music and my mind goes to you. How great you were on the piano and the song you composed for me. The times you tried to teach me how to play...
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When I told you that I knew and you told me everything I wanted to know afterwords. I met your family and everyone was so nice. Well, except Rosalie...You helped me all the time, even when I could have been turned, you stopped it. You wanted me to have a normal human life...
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
Anytime I needed you, you were here. In our meadow, we could be us. You could be shining and it wouldn't matter. Even when you went hunting I still felt you close to me.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
I can't. I can't believe that you've left me. I will never forget you; no matter what you want me to do because you will remember me forever. As long as you are alive I will never forget you. No one could take you place.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I love you Edward Cullen. I will always love you.
