My poems (There bad)

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Im too tired
I cant fight it.
I dont want to
Just close my eyes and give in.
Give in to darkness
To just end it
It all.
Mabye now I can finally sleep.
But never open my eyes agian

Will it be better if i leave
End it here and now
Before i break
Should i cry
Until my tears run dry
Can i keep this
Fake happy smile on my face

I walked alone for so long
But when you joined me i was happy
And for ever ill be
But im still scared
They wouldnt understand
They never would
But im never letting go
They cant stop my happyness

Im so scared
Please dont let him remember
I cried
He cried
He thinks i dnt think he loves me
But i know he does
I love him
But not so much i cant lie to him

I cant stop smiling
Its been so long
Thinking back I still remember
That night we talked
Till the sun came up
It was just want i wanted
Just what I needed
December was amazing
We had tough times
we had amazing times
Now we are in May
And I end up loving you even more each day

teehee

if only i was as good at writing poems as you

well your much better at writing poems

nope.

Yup

They all can shut it
I know you
They dont
I dont care what they say
The only thing that matters is you
and they dont have a say in it.

Sitting here thinking bout you
what happened before
We were together but we werent
Now we are friends, i think
You still act wierd
but at least we arent fighting
saying bad things to eachother
yelling
but thats fine with me cause you dont matter anymore

I dont want to
I never would.
But theses feelings i get
when Im by myself scare me.
I dont want you to cry if the worse happens.
I dont want you to worry, thats why I said that.
those nightmares, i never saw....
Me, my own self being damned.
and thats what scares me,
what makes me say those things.

Summer breezes
The warm sun
Sitting out till the rain comes
Partys here, partys there
Joubert Paluza in the air.
Camping out sure is great.
When you love the country states

Not sure what to feel.
Cold from the inside out.
I dont remember what I think about.
If I pinched myself will i feel pain.
My body knows how to show those, fake emotions
While my souls hides and turns to ice
Have I ever really felt anything in thise 'life'.
Or am I just a drone wishing for something more.
Am I real?

Im getting lost in the lies I told.
To people, to myself.
I wish I knew what to do.
About life, death.
About love.
Its killing me.
More then the day to day pain.
Old love vs. new feelings.
When I look in the mirror and see my eyes.
I only see green, for weeks.
Only green, and invisible tears falling on my cheeks

No one sees the tears I cry
But I feel them late at night
When I close me eyes they fall.
Knowing no one can see
I fall asleep sad and broken
And wake up the same
But I have a shield hiding all my pain
Till I close my eyes once agian,
letting all the tears and pain show

I cant believe this is actually happening.
I cant help but think about them
Both of em are perfect
But I dont know what to do
Even when I say the name. I dont know which one im talking about
What do I do?
I wish I could just say it.
But i know I cant.
I cant lose one of them
To get the other

My hearts beating faster when I see those words.
Things are where they should be.
And im happy.
My mind is cloudy but only with thoughts of you.
I never want that to change.

For the first time I closed my eyes and saw...
Nothing
No lies or confusion.
No hurting or pain.
I saw colors in the dark.
For the first time in a while I woke up happy