My poems (There bad)

Confused to the core.
ready to put that fake smile on and lie.
Ready to keep everyone happy besides myself
Even though i feel like crying and breaking down.
I cant, i wont.
I just want be a shell.
Empty and hollow inside

that just a poem or is something wrong

Both kinda. Im used to it though :/

im here for ya if you wanna talk about it

I know. I just dont wanna b*tch and sound like a total loser idiot who freaks out over stupid crap

kassidy i thought you would know that i dont judge

I know you dont mike. But I judge myself and it just stops me from venting. And it just makes me even more of a loser

Kassidy your not a loser. and you can talk to me about anything.

Ive just been so confused and hurt and so cut off and gaurded and it feels like its eating me from the inside out.

i've felt like that before but things will get better.

I guess. I fell apart when a snapped a while ago and im having trouble getting it all back together. Im not sure I can anymore

Kassidy you can. your a great girl you'll be able to.

I guess

trust me.

Okay,

Sectrets i keep for my friends.
Yet some of them go ahead and tell another friend.
So i just dont listen anymore to them.
And i keep them in the dark.
Cause i finally learned who i can trust.

Just when I think things get better.
They get worse,
Breaking me down each time.
I dont have the strength anymore.
Im staying down,
letting them kick me and leave me till
I have nothing left.
And thats sooner then you think.

Pain one place stops pain in another.
But it cant last forever.
You got keep causing more pain.
I keep causing me pain.
Just to stop this feeling.
I want to just stop feeling completly.
Maybe to stop living all together...

i think they r really good and i know how you feel it will get better i promis

It doesnt gett better. Tonight is proving it

I know it seems like that but i will in time it took me a month to stop trying to kill myself it just makes things worse. When you just get away from it and dont care it dosen't bother you

I cant live with all this *edit your post and this will go away* anymore. Its hurts me to much to just try and ignore it.

I know you hateit the world agginst you until someone stepps in and helps until you see your not alone with all this crap its hard but if you stay strong against it youll show that not even a dumb boy or parents can take you down.

I just dont know. Im so tired of the yelling and the fighting. Im so scared that ill snap even worse then i already did

Yea its stess and heart break even if its ur parents.... If you come clean on whats ticking you off youll feel better but not so much that you dont explode tell them how u feel and what makes you blow its hard to talk i know but if you just write it in a letter or poem it will help