Pirates of the Caribbean: Time to move on (private)

I was forced to let go of him. I hurt him. I saw it as he climbed down. There were pink marks starting to form on his arm that I twisted. When he was on the ground I raced down to hug him before he walked away and didn't come up again.

I went back to Navigation to leave her alone.

I ran to his door and knocked hard three times. Each knock was harder then the last.

I sighed. I got up and opened the door.

I looked at him pain filled eyes. "I'm sorry," I said. "I'm so sorry that I hurt you. I didn't know that it was you. If I did then I would have hugged you back and probably kissed you. But I messed up and didn't recognize your touch. So I'm sorry. Now let me see your arm. Even if you hate me now I think I might have left marks. I need to make sure that I didn't break your bones." I looked at his left arm. Even under the sleeve I could see how red it was. It might even start bleeding from ripped skin,

I held my arm out to her.

I pushed his sleeve up gently and saw a perfect hand print on his arm along with other red marks from the twist. It was almost as red as blood. I could feel tears starting to sting my eyes. I did this to him. The first guy I've liked in countless years. I shook my head. "there should be some cooling salve down below deck," I said turning to get some.

I sat down in a chair and waited for her to come back.

I ran down the steps following what I would have it this was the Pearl. But it was not. Gladly however I ran past the first aid kit before I got to where I was going originally. The first aid kit was simple really. 2 kinds of salves; one for cooling and one for heating up; 3 different kids of clothes and adhesives, and one bottle of rum. I took the rum and the salve for healing. I ran up to him and saw him sitting down.

I saw that she was back.

I walked over to him and started putting on the salve. "Here," I said handing him the unopened rum. "For pain," I said softly. I hardly touched the wound, I just brushed it on with my finger tips. I had marred the same skin that I had touched hours before. Kissed even. The skin that I loved. And the man inside the skin. I had hurt him and because he didn't say anything I knew that he still hadn't forgiven me. When I was done with my task I cleaned my hands on my pants and got up to leave.

"What are we to each other?" I asked.

I stopped at the door and looked at him. "I don't know what you mean," I said looking off to the side as I spoke.

"As in what type of relationship we have." I said.

I looked at him with a neutral face. "I don't know," I said softly. "In honesty I love yourself and your body. But I don't think I'm in love with you. So where does that leave us?"

"I don't know..." but what if I am in love with her?

I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his leg as i sat down. I cleared my throat softly before saying, "Friends with Benefits maybe?"

"What does that mean?"

"It means that we are friends," I said. "But we also hug and kiss and... do other stuff without it getting accward."

((CURSE ME AND MY HORRIBLE SPELLING!!!))

(ITS GOING TO BE OKAY SARAH. DEEP BREATHS!!!!!)

"Ah. I see."

((*deep breaths* I couldn't even spell breaths. I spelt it breaks Tears

))

I nodded and looked up at him. "I'm so sorry," I whispered.

"For what?" I asked.

"For your arm," I murmured. He still hadn't told me if he forgave me yet or not. And I wanted to hear it from his lips.

"It was my fault in the end of things for not saying anything."

I shook my head. "You didn't know I would react that way."

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