House of Night~Twins {Please Join!}

something felt alittle off. but i finished eating.

i smiled. his heart beat comforted me.

I finished eating and then threw out my garbage

Irested my head on hers.

i looked at her.

i smiled.

I walked with him outta the cafe and sighed,I texted Devon,Have you seen Nika? I waited.

I sighed then pulled my phone out,I looked up at Nika,"they're looking for you.."I texted back,Yes near the library.

I smiled and texted,thanks,"near the library,"I told Eli.

i look up at him."i want to be alone with you" i whispered.

"okay" i said walking with Carson.

"I know... but I think your brother wants to see you... I'll make sure alone again sometime to...night/day ,"I smiled.

I walked to the library then looked around I spotted them,"Over there."

"okay" i whispered with a smile.

i ran over to Nika.

I smiled as Eli ran over,"Catch you later,"I kissed her cheek before walking over to Carson,I sighed,"we need to talk."


I turned to him,"I'm sorry I didn't yiu... yes I have strong emtions over this but I rather talk it over with the man that screwed me up than you.."I turned on my heel and walked away.

I frowned,I ran up to her,"We have to tell someone... they'll think it was murder for no damn reason you know if we leave him there to rot.."

I flinched,"Fine tell the whole world that your only twin is messed up and killed her father,"I satd won and sighed,"sorry just... I hated doing that..and Nika could of gotten hurt,I also lied to her,plus she witnessed the whole thing.."

"you okay Nika" i asked and hugged her.

"im okay" i said.

"why did you follow her you could have gotten seriously hurt" i whispered.

"i had to" i said.

"why" i asked.

"im not telling" i said.

I sighed,"Carson.."I rested my hand on her shoulder.

I shrugged it off,"You know just have the world know I'm crazy so it leaves me alone.."I walked away,I walked to my dorm room and layed down..I cried myself to sleep...

I sighed and leand against the wall.

"Nika tell me" i said. she wasnt ever like this.she never kept things from me.

"just leave me alone" i said running away.

I tried Carson's cell,I sighed,"Damn it Carson.."I walked around,why was this year so bad for her... I looked around.

I was in my personal hell but soon enough I woke up screaming,sobbing,sreaching for warmth.I layed back down and cried more.

i ran to the dorm. to my room ignoring Carson.

"damn it" i said to myself.

I git up when she came,whipping my tears and walking out holding myselkf together till I found saftey... where was my saftey?
I started to run when I felt my twin close,I ran around a corner and into Nyx's temple,and I knew.. no hoped she heard me,"I HATE YOU!"I screamed.

I frowned and leand back against the wall,Carson should have been put in a room alone...she should have never kissed Eli back..she would have been fine without those two... she takes the pain she causes them and keeps it inside till what..she finaly cracks?
Kills herself cause she's this way?

I slide down and whispered,"I hate you.."I closed my eyes and let tears fall.

I sighed and called Carson's cell again.

I left amessage on her cell phone.

I ran my hand threw my hair and sighed.