The horrible nightmare that wasnt a dream (open new join)

"No I never got to,"I looked down at my hands.

I looked at Marx, he shifted, "My Bells, she got you out," he said, walking over to her, i smiled.

I looked up,"huh?"I asked.

I looked at him, "Belle, this is Tom, twins. Talked to his brother before." i looked in her head, a wall, "Bell, you ever had someone just sit in front of you and stare?" i asked.

Uh yeah ... why?"I asked him as I gazed at Tom's twin.

I sighed, "They blocked you memory of him then, i can't get in. Anything that had to deal with them was erased, you only remember his death, right?" i aksed.

"Yeah,"I answered.

"I'll put it this way, not to freak you out, these twins are one person, just different parts. You are one person, one body, you get the anger and the happiness.
Tom, got the angry and now the happy and Thomas' memories.
Aya, she's like that. since her sister is dead, she is fighting the emotions and memories, she can't get over them, doesn't know how to deal with them." i looked back at Tom.

"Any time you were freaked out... I'd call you my bells, you always set off warning bells when you got really, really, ticked off." He told her.

I looked up at him,"I still do that,"I smiled at bit then looked down at my hands,"like when I m ready for a fight...or something."

He nodded, "Yes, i'm just glad you got out, next week was the arena for you." I glared at him and he shut up.
"Anyway," i cut in, "He's going to try and help me get Aya back to Aya. You guys don't know her well enough and she barely trusts anyone. Part of bringing you here was to tell you that. And, ask if you wanted to help."

I shrugged,"Does't matter to me...I probably won't be much help.."I said as I gazed around,man I was paranoid.

I took her hands, "Hey, your safe with me. You, just asking her to help you pick that out, triggered her maternal instinct and she wanted to help, things like that help. She can feel the hate coming off Rachel and it puts her down as well.

(wa happen?)

"Look I can't control Rachel I remeber when I was 4 ... Tomas had trouble with me .. I think.."I looked away.

I looked at her, "Hey, i know someone that can take that wall down, and i bet if you help her in return it hurt her less."

((Aya is i the kitchen, your were you were, and Daren and Belle are in Pairs.))

I sighed and sqeezed my eyes shut,"Fine,"I muttered.

"belle?"

I sighed,"I think we should Rachel might be looking for me."

I got in her head and caressed her with a slight heat, *just relax, okay Bell, we'll get though it,* i hated seeing her in pain, torn. "Okay," I got up and hugged her to me, "I'll be back later, Tom." i transported home. "There," i kissed the top of her head, "Home."

"Thank you.."I whispered as I walked to the kitchen,"Hey Rachel.."I looked to see if Aya was still alive then I looked at Rachel again."what's up?"

i felt confused

"Rachel are you okay?"I went over to her.

I sighed and went to sit next to Aya, "Belle was walled up, like me, can you undo it?" she muttered a yes, "And, Belle may help you get put back together."

she laid her head on the table, "I can't sleep, eat and right now move. I don't want to cause anymore trouble."

I sighed, "Belle, can you bring Rachel in here please?" i called.

I sighed I had a bad feeling as I brought achel in,"Yeah?"I asked for Rachel as I blocked Rachel from them kind of.

"whats going on?" i felt so confused