The horrible nightmare that wasnt a dream (open new join)

I pulled Rachel close to me,"She's confused.."I whispered to them.

(i really am confused)
nods

((Ahah okay Daren and Aya are trying to get you to be nicer to Aya...and I m suppse to help somehow.))

I walked with her and sat her on the couch.

(lol ha)
they were actin weird

I stepped away and turned to look out the window.

stands with belle

I looked at them, "She is completely open, no shields up. I need both of you to relax. And, Belle, Stand behind the wall and imagine Aya on the other side. Rachel, try and think about something that you love."

I frowned and didn't move.

"what are you doing, im not in the mood for yoga" walks away

I satyed were I was.

I stiffened, "Belle, think about flooding, imagine a huge wall of water going towards the wall,"

I watched, i loved this part.

"Why?"I asked her,not doing it.

sits on the couch and watches, whp was this guy, i dont trust him, hes to weird..."cause ... i dont wanna"

"Because that big wall holding your memories back will break," i felt Rachel walk away impatient.

I sighed and did as I was told I felt something in my mind like snap or something,and memories floooded in...even memories Tomas helped me forget.

"i dont need my memories, thatsa why"

I held back tears as I ran from the room.

I looked at Rachel, "Memories weren't for you, she was going to try and build a bond with you." i looked at Belle, "You okay?" when she ran i ran after her.

I sighed, "I'm going to bed." I pushed away from the table and went to bed.

i looked down, "but i like bell, i just ahte aya" glares at her

I fell on my bed and whimped as the memories came back to many at a time,the beatings...the painful stings of eletricty running threw me when I ran to slow or fast... Tomas.. my Uncle Tomas now remebered so well i had to hold back tears...Daren so many memories of him..
I was crying by the time they stopped.

I sat by her and rubbed her back softly, "Bell, are you going to let me in?" i aksed in a whisper.

sighs, "im goin for a walk" i call out and and walk out the door

I sobbed and curled away from him.

(G2g byeeess!!)

(aw bye)