Ironic (1x1)

That i didn't know how to answer. I took a thoughtful sip of water. "I don't know." i said.

"Oh." I said and sipped my wine. I didn't know what to say

"Its just really complicated Kay" i said said hoping she would understand.

"I shouldn't even care this isn't a date."

I gave a cocky smile. "Not a date." i said.

"Yeah." I said a little disappointed that he was married. "he was everything I wanted." I said outloud accidentally

"Everything you ever wanted huh?" i grinned, raising an eyebrow.

"No i didn't say that outloud." I put my red face in my hands.

((I have to go to sleep bye))

((night))

I gave her a cocky grin. "I believe you did, but i'm not going to think any bad of it."

I laughed "That's because it was a compliment to you."

"About you liking me." my grin got wider.

"Yeah but there is nothing I can do about it." NO matter how much I wanted to. "because your married." I said using that as an excuse.

"I don't feel like i'm married anymore." i said honestly.

I ran my hand over my face. I didn't really know how to react to this. I didn't want to be a home wrecker but on the other hand he was so good at what he did.

The waiter came with the food and placed it before us. I thanked him politely before looking at Kay.

I looked down at the food unable to look him in the eyes.

I began to cut through the steak. "Kay, its only been with you that i've felt like i'm not married." i said.

"Please stop. It hard asit is to resist you now. Don't start saying things." I told him not wanting to get hurt

"I'm just telling you the truth." i said.

"I don't wantto hear it then," I felt tears coming to my eyes "Will you excuse me?" I said running to the bathroom not wanting him to see me cry.

I sighed and set down the knife and fork, i would wait for her to come back before eating.

I finished crying and looked at myself in the mirror I tried to fix myself.

I sat there patiently, i didn't want to hurt her, i just wanted her to know the truth of how she made me feel.

I walked back to the table my face still a little puffy. I would fake sick and go home.

I stood when she came back. "I'm sorry Kay," i said. "We won't talk about this anymore tonight, okay?" i said.