Do Not Let Me Go Unless You Have To... ((Restarted, Open Please Join!!!!))

I giggled softly, "What happened to the impatient you in the park?" I whispered, trailing my hands over his chest.

"Oh he's still in here,"I smiled and trailed kisses down her chest,"ready?"

"For you anytime," I moaned.

"Good."

~*Time skip*~

I looked at him from where i was laying on his chest. "Glad you waited eight years?"

"Kinda,"I breathed,"I mean if I found you earlier I'm sure you wouldhave a ring on your finger and me too,"I looked down at her,"maybe a kid too and a nice house.."

"Hey," I said softly, "I know we had a plan..." I saw the clock, "I have to get going here. How about you come get me from the Plaza hotel on the West side room 578 at 8, okay?" I asked, kissing him softly.

I nodded and kissed her back,"Okay."

I got up and said "Can you make the reservations?" I asked as i dressed,

"Yes I can,"I smiled and sat up.

I kissed him quickly, pulling on my sweater, "See you then." I smiled and I grabbed my phone from my pocket and handed it to him, "Put your number in,"

I put mu number in and smiled handing her phone back,"Yep."

I kissed his forehead softly then walked out, heading to the park.

I smiled and sat there,Yp I'm totally in love with her.

I walked home then got an Idea, "Crystal Cave," I whispered then started writing on my black berry.

I got dressed and went back to work.

I went to the park, I'm waiting on you i texted to him. I shifted back to the document and kept writing.

I leand over Vic's car and sighed,I got ina nd tried the car.When something caught my eye,I picked it up it was a picture.

I kept writing

I saw it was taken a week ago,I looked it over,I looked around for more and found loads of stuff,I frowned,"She's sleeping with her ... partner thingy..that Ethan guy,"I whispered feeling like a moron..
I shook my head.

I got up after a half hour, it was 230, I went back to my hotel room and showered. I shouldn't have done that to him. I had been with Ethan for three years now, we nearly lived at each others apartments. I felt like a slut, i really should have just said i was with someone. But, he made me feel better than Ethan ever did... I shook my head, "Your acting like a child," I reminded myself. "I'll tell him tonight. After dinner." I mumbled.

I set the picture down and looked out the wind sheild,rembering how she screamed my name,how she whispered I love you in my ear... I shook my head,"Used... but.."I loved her and se loved me I knew it.. I wasn't letting go I swear I wasn't.

I wanted Ethan to get home so i could curl up in his arms and tell him all about it. No, i couldn't, I didn't want to be hurt, or hurt him. I got out ans wrapped a towel around my self. Just come back to the room. We need to talk about us maybe going public after three years and even a step further. Ethan lived where i did, he didn't have to give up his life if i wanted to get married and settle down with him like Justin would have to.

she loves me right?I thought shemust love me... I got out and took the picture.I walked to my truck and got in driving to the hotel I got out,I walked in and asked for her room,I walked up and knocked.
I was shaking and scared that she didn't love me.

I ignored the door, Ethan would just walk in, "Oh, crap!" I muttered, I hadn't taken my pictures out of the car. I turned back on the shower, turned my phone off and set it in the bedroom and stepped back in, pretending i hadn't heard the door. if he'd found the pictures after that, he'd be coming to demand an answer from me.