Do Not Let Me Go Unless You Have To... ((Restarted, Open Please Join!!!!))

I rolled my eyes and walked to the kitchen,then remebered something,I ran on and snatched the picture frmes tht held a picture of her as a younger version and my mother,then I grabbed her,her M&Ms."Here."

I shrugged,"I don't know I just moved out here from texas..."

I didn't look at the picture, i knew what it was, "Thanks... whats the picture for?" She'd been like a mother to me... i'd lvoe to see her again.

I shrugged then walked back into the kitchen I got a drink of water and chugged it down,"eat your M&Ms."

I grinned and dropped the stuff on the couch and walked in, setting his glass on the counter bfore knocking him on his back. I straddeled his lap, "Tell me."

"Tell you what?"I asked her.

"Why did you hand me the picture?" My voice was shaky, i felt tears in the back of my throat.

"Because ... she was like your mother... and I never got to give it to you...before you left.."I layed back and looked at the ceiling.

I put my hands near his head, "Sit up," I said softly, sitting back.

I sat up and looked at her.

I hugged him, "Thanks..." I mumbled against his neck, tears falling.

I nodded and hugged her back.

I pulled back and walked out of the room, wiping hte tears at they fell.

I got up and walked ofter her,pulling her to my chest,"don't do that let me hold you Victoira,"I whispered as I held her tight and stroked her hair.

I felt my knees buckle as I broke down, nearly falling to the floor.

I held her and picked her up,I sat us down on the couch,"What's wrong?"I whispered.

I sighed shakily "One...I didn't know you still had that and remembered... Two... I'm not sure, i made the right descion again,"

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I flinched at two,"Oh I see,"I slide her off my lap,I felt I was just slapped arcoss the face again,as if someone drove a knife threw my heart... I looked down at my shoes.

I nodded,"Yeah I am,"I took a sip of my coffee.

I pulled him to look at me, "I ment saying yes to him. We are nothing alike really..."

"Oh,"I said,I blushed abit as I pulled her bck to me,"Tell me how you guys are nothing alike,"I said.

"I like spending time curled up in your arms in the dark and He'd rather put his hands somewhere else when i just want to relax.I like sitting and relaxing i the tub, he likes a quick shower... I like M&Ms in my popcorn, he hates it. Hates swirl ice cream that I do, so he made me turn it to Ice cream. You know howmuch i have strawberrys..."

I smirked as I held her closer,"I see.. and yes I do,"I whispered as I shofted abit,I sighed and breathed in her sent,"you smell like fruit,"I chuckled abit trying to cheer her up.

I playfully swated his chest, "Last time he told me I smelt like soemthing it was chocolate and he hates chocolate. While I'm flat out addicted.

"I know your addicted.."I smirked,"baby your talking to theguy that everyday... and I do mean everyday bought you a chocolate baror something that had chocolate in it..."I taped her nose lightly with my finger,"now... tell me if you guys are so ... different then why did you say yes?"