Do Not Let Me Go Unless You Have To... ((Restarted, Open Please Join!!!!))

"Then your girlfriend,"I said as I stoodup,I threw out my coffee and walked out,more tears streaked down my cheek.

We talked and that then I hung up.

~cleaning~

I got dressed into my pj pants then turned on the tv,I sighed.

I looked around,my eyes trailing from a couple holding hands to a little girl and her father,I held my stomach,loooking over at him,"Go away,"I sobbed as I ran down the street.

I tied my hair back when i was done and went and sat on the floor by his head.

I watched tv then looked at her,"So.."I said.

I shook my head as I buried my face into my hands,when controled my tears enough I said,"No it isn't... you don't under stand,you are loved... I bet your whole life you were loved."I whipped my eyes,"I'm not... he left then he lfted,she left .."I looked at my hands.

I smiled up at him and pulled out my computer, "Paris or do you want to see FIji pictures first? Most of the Fiji picutes I'm in a bathing suit, fair warning and in pairs lots of dresses."

"How about paris,"I smiled.

I nodde and pulled the pictures up, turnign the computer towards him, "The European tour,"

I sobbed into his chest.

I nodded and looked at them.

I smiled, "See, cool huh?"

"Yeah,"I said as i looked.

I fliped over tot he Fiji pictures and stood, setting he computer on his lap, "I'll be right back, 'kay?"