Vampire Outcast (Private)

She looked at him very sharply, "Do you really?" She asked. She didn't know why, but she seriously question how much control that he had over it. She sipped at her tea and then looked at the date. It was saturday, and no classes. She looked t his clothes and couldn't help but remember her pastor back home, it made her grin to herself a little.

She looked at him more closely.. he was gorgeous...

"Is there..something on my face?" He smirked and gave a goofy soft smile. His voice was warm. A glisten in his eyes. "It is hard to manage sometimes, but being half of both worlds has its benefits. I don't feel weak in daylight. I'm not effected by holy artifacts and I'm very hard to kill. Only downside is I need blood from time to time. Not much really, about half a pint." He leaned back in his chair, pulling out a plastic wrapped sandwich and dug in. As he took each bite, his long sharp fangs showed.

Vanessa listened to what he said, but she still couldn't help but stare... She examined him as she drank her tea. When it was done she got up and then looked at him. "Is there anything else you want? I need to make me some mac 'n cheese..." She said as she looked at him. She wandered if he was going to leave her. She didn't want that...

"Can I have some KD too." He grinned his shiny white teeth, and fangs. "I haven't ate human food in a few days. Mostly blood stimulants. And it sucks when your meal plan only involves little red pills. Can I have some water?" He stuffed a hand into his pocket abd pulled out a small metal cross. The cross opened at the top and he slipped out two small red pills. He gave a soft sigh when staring at the pills, he then looked at her. The smell in the air. It was intoxicating. He then swallowed the two pills and laid his head back, waiting for the beverage to wash the pills down.

She started to pour the water when she spoke again. "You know dry swallowing is really bad for you." as she spoke she wanted to test this whole thing. She wasn't sure she believed him yet. Not that what he wasn't saying was convincing but she just couldn't get it through her head. Vanessa grabbed a pin and pricked her finger, letting a few drops fall into the water. SHe put some ice the cup to stir what was in there.

She grabbed his hand and put the cup in it. She looked at him saying there for a second... She shook her hear as if to get herself out of a trance. As she walked back she blushed at the stupid question she was about to ask. "What is KD?"


She started to make the mac 'n cheese waiting for him to answer, and to see what he would do...

He froze and swallowed the pills when he smell blood hit the air. He didn't move, didn't make a sound. He waited for her to bring him the water. The smell of her blood was in it, tasting it. He was sure. Yet he couldn't help but gulp the water down as if he was dehydrated. He pulled the cup away from his lips. Breathing heavily, his hands shook. He had to keep control, he was forbidden from drinking human blood. "Please...more..." He whispered. When she looked confused. He dropped the glass and approached her, his eyes were menacing. Glowing like that of the brute who attacked her earlier. He rushed her. Grabbing the hand, the finger she cut and began sucking on it. The warm bitter sweet taste of her blood filled his mind as he got lost in the haze.

His tongue flickered against the wound as he sucked till the wound clotted. Pulling the finger away from his mouth he stepped back. Stunned. He touched his lips. Turning away and sat down with his head hung. He fell silent. He had done something forbidden, something he never dreamed of doing to a human.

Vanessa watched him gulp the water, and then he was at her in a flash. She couldn't quite explain it, but there was something that made this pleasurable.... She was holding back a moan the whole time. She put the noodles in the pot for it to boil, got another glass of water for him and did the same thing, and then walked over to him. she handed him the cup but sat across from him. "You weren't kidding..." She was panting for some reason too. She stopped herself and looked at her finger. She put the up in his hand and then spoke, it was more of a whisper... "you can do that again......"

Immediately he pulled away and moved far as the rooms length he can away from her. "No!" He growled in an animal voice. He turned his back to her. "Please..don't..." He whimpered as he kept his hand against the wall. He was shivering badly. He wanted to give in, his insides cried for him to just drink. Drink from her, bite her. Drain every last drop.

But his subconscious consoled him. Your a human being, your not a monster. Blood means nothing to you. Slowly, the shivering stopped.

Vanessa couldn't quite say why, but she felt rejected. without a word she took his cup, dropped the water inside the side, refilled it with clean water and then handed it to him. She walked back into the kitchen and watched the water boil.

He took the clean cup and drank the water. Emptying the cup. He whispered a thank you but he knew his words fell short. He walked over to her, up behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist as his lips pressed to her neck. Kissing her skin softly, allowing her to feel his hot breath. "It's against the rules to drink human blood. But..It's really hard when a human offers it. It's like tripling the temptation. I'm sorry..." He let her go and took the hand she pricked. Grabbing the needle she used he poked sharply. Blood began to leak and his lips began to suckle the finger till it throbbed and synced with her very heart beat. He pulled away and kissed the finger. "KD is Kraft Dinner. Mac'n Cheese as you call it." He said smiling as he went and sat back down.

Vanessa was holding back another moan, but it was from his touch. Her body was reacting to just his touch?! No guy had had this effect over her. She was thinking about being his blood slave, she was such an independent girl that she never even thought of getting married! That would mean she had to go things for someone else, or rely on them. She didn't know what to do about that...

When he would kiss her her body would do things she didn't know they could do, it was so hard for her to not moan when he took some blood. As he walked away she bent down behind the counter so he couldn't see her and took in some deep breaths. She didn't know what was happening. She took a deep breath and went back to the mac 'n cheese, which was now ready to actually be cooled down. She mixed in the cheese and some milk.

She poured two bowls and then milked her finger over one of them, mixing it into his food. She didn't know why she kept doing this. It was almost a fantasy now.... She walked over to him, gave him his bowl with some more water, then grabbed her food and sat on the edge of her bed towards him.

Was she testing him? Was she seeing how much he could lose himself in the hunger. He took the bowl and ate slowly. Savoring the hint of blood mixed with the cheese sauce and macaroni. "You keep pushing me, and I just may do what you intend me to." He whispered as he continued to eat. Once emptying his bowl. He approached her more closely. "Are you so fascinated with the wonder of how it feels, you would throw a bloody stake to a lion then yourself? If you could, I would allow you to feel what I feel. The immense burning pain in your chest, like someone's stabbing you repeatedly. And you can't stop it, it will always keep hurting. Always keep feeding to stop it even for a moment." He whispered as his eyes glowed a soft red. His fangs grew long and were clearly visible as he spoke. "Your blood...Tastes really good, yet i'm forbidden to drink human blood. If I'm to let you know whats its temptation is. It would similar to hold a bag of drugs in front of a hardcore drug addict. Taunting me, calling for me to taste it. To devour every last drop in your body." He leaned in closer and closer. His lips were just inches from hers. She could smell an intoxicating aroma, similar to cologne. Yet it was from his very breath. Just breathing it in could make a human feel the same effects of being drugged, to feel an immense body buzz. He then pulled away and sat back in his chair, drinking his water.

"Lucky for you I'm a recovering addict. I have more control then others of my kind. Be thankful, because if it was not me. You already be torn apart and fed on till death." He whispered the last part, his eyes seemed blanketed. As if his memories came flooding back in.

"I know what its like...to be used until death seems like a sweat embrace."

Vanessa watched him eat, she ate as well. When he got close to her, Vanessa heart pounded hard. It wasn' that she was scared of him, more of what would happen if he left... how she'd feel. Smelling his breath Vanessa couldnt' stand for a little bit. She was quiet for bout ten minutes, not blinking. Finally she took in a deep breath and thought about what she was going to say.

After about another minute of that she got very close to him and whispered into his ear "I'm not scared to die. It's living that makes me nervous." She said as she walked away to clean their dishes. She wasn't trying to be deep. Just honest. "Just so you know, I do know how that feels." She said as she looked at him from the sick. "I am a recovering addict, but not from drugs." She added as she finished watching and looked for a towel to dry the dishes.

He leaned in slowly when she came closer to him, he could smell the blood through her skin. Hear the soft thumping of her heartbeat in his ear. His jaw clenched and flexed as he pulled away when she walked to the sink. He turned to look at her while he bit on his thumb to take away the tense feeling in his teeth. Almost puncturing his thumb with one of his fangs when he heard she was a recovering addict. She didn't care if he ended up killing her. He shook his head as he pulled off his coat and laid it over the chair. He sat on her bed, then laid down. Closing his eyes and hoping ti would relax him. Yet it failed.

(( i started the no second thoughts rp))

Vanessa walked back over and saw him laying there. She paused and then walked away. She poured some water and gulped it down, panting a bit. Seeing him on her bed was going to make her do something, which would make her take steps back. Vanessa hadn't actaully had sex, but she'd done everything but, it got to the point one day where she was helping herself out so much that she couldn't function without doing it. She was putting herself in dangerous situations for that sexual rush.

She paced around the little kitchen and looked for her running shoes. She needed to get the adrenaline out of her body.

"Here." Came his voice as he handed her the shoes. "I know the feeling. And yes I can read minds. Or rather I can hear your heart beating faster then the car of an engine. If you need to go somewhere. I'll leave so you can lock uo. " His clothing was actually clinging to his body. His nice robed/dress shirt clung to his rigid chest as his soft red eyes looked her over before grabbing his long coat. "Thanks for the Mac'N Cheese." He whispered as he went to leave. He knew he was a strain on her, mentally and physically.

All Vanessa just nodded. "Yeah sure, whatever" She said not really paying attention to what he was saying. She followed him out after she changed her shoes and locked the door. She already had on some jogging shorts and jacket so she wasn't worried. She beat him down the stairs and didn't start off with a jog. She was sprinting hard. She wasn't even paying attention to the lights, she just kept running. Vanessa was very fast when she needed to be.

It wasn't until she actually started to calm down that she went to a job (about 15 minutes later), that she realized where she was. It was a very dangerous part of town. Many pimps, wh0res, drug dealers, etc lived in this area. She looked around and saw some people, men mainly, looking at her.

She sighed and then thought to start running until one guy stopped her. "Vanessa?"

She stopped and looked at him. "Hey, Luke, right?" She asked. She used to work with him until he was fired for stealing.

Luke smiled. "That's right. Going for a jog?"

"Yes. What about you?"

"Oh, just hanging out with my gang. Friends and I were looking for recruits. You interested?"

Vanessa politely smiled. "Uh, no thanks. i need to get home..." She said as she started to jog. He grabbed her arm.

"What's the rush?"

He watched her rush by him as she began her run. He smiled as he sat on the steps for a good long minute. Giving her a head start before he got up and blurred out of human sight. His speed was ridiculous. Faster then a speeding bullet, yes, you could say vampires were like superman. Invincible,super strong and can run faster then a charging locomotive. Following the smell of her blood it didn't take long to track her down. He traveled by rooftops as he followed her into the bad side of town. He could smell the very filth of prostitutes, drugs and sex in the air. It caused him some head ache but he pushed it all down when he spotted her being grabbed by some guy. It took some restrain to not leap from the building and tare the guy apart.

Vanessa looked at him. "Man, seriously, i'm not in the mood for this." She said as she looked at Luke.

Luke just smiled. "You don't wanna have fun with us?" He said as he pulled her close to his body. Vanessa's feelings from before came flooding back.

"I'm not into the group thing." She said. In truth she had always wondered what it was like, but now she just wanted to get home.

"Com'on, stop being such a prude." He said pulling her closer and kissing her.

Vanessa pushed Luke back and instead of slapping him like most girls would, she hit him in the nose with her palm. Luke fell back hard groaning in pain. The guys looked at him and then at her, in shock. Vanessa was actually shocked too that he went down so easily. It didn't take her longer then 3 seconds before she started to sprint away before they could pull out their guns, which is exactly what they did. All she could hear was the bangs of their guns towards her. Luckily they were horrible shots, but she was running hard.

They started running after her and it was about 4 minutes before her leg started to cramp of from lack of stretching. "Ah!" She cried out in pain as she tried to not fall. Her pace did start to slow down.

As soon as the guns were drawn he leaped in and took the few shots. yet it was soft fast, neither the gang members or Vanessa could see him grab the bullets from the air with his arms and body. He then rushed down an alleyway, up a building and took chase. He caught up to her quickly. Leaping from the building he landed right in front of the thugs. Land hard enough to make a small impression into the ground. Slowly he stood, eyes glowing a bright fiery red.

Vanessa heard the shots stopping, which made her stop. She slid a bit trying to stop, and her body went down, her hands catching her before she fell completely. She looked back to see Derek. What the hell was he doing?! She watched, unsure what to do, she then felt Luke wrap his arms around her throat. He was choking her. She struggled in his arms as she tried to get free, loosing air very quickly.

Derek spun about and ripped the gangster off the girl as he shot the guy into the small group of thugs. He then turned back around,picking Vanessa up and running with her in his arms. It was abruptly the speed of a moving car and he made it to her place in little to no time at all. Though he felt rather weak, not noticing till he sat her on the steps that he was shot several times. He slowly crumbled onto the steps and laid back,breathing heavily. "You have some nice friends." He grumbled.

Jaz couldn't help but cough and cry as he carried her. The shock of fear sinking in now. She had to pull herself together as she saw he was hurt. She panicked for a second and then thought for a second. She looked around to see no one. "Whatever." She said as she wrapped one of his arms around her shoulders, she lifted him up so he could walk. She was strong but she was struggling majorly.

When in her dorm she placed him on her bed. She paced for a second thinking of what to do. She knew what she had to do, but she needed to do it safely. Vanessa walked into the kitchen, and instead of a prick she got a knife and cut her shoulder, that way he could take some blood, but no one else would see it. She walked over to him, lifting his hand up while she put her wounded shoulder to his lips.

The room spun and blacked out several times. He felt the world fade away but immediately it all came rushing back when he felt the warm soft taste of her blood touch his lips. Opening and allowing it in. Swallowing every drip the wound gave till he came to better senses and wrenched his head away. His jaw refusing to close shut as his long shapr fangs protruded viciously past his lips. The slow bone grinding sound of his jaw shutting. Tense for but a few moments before the muscles began to relax and the fangs receded. He let her go. Falling back, everything was dark. He felt weak yet managed.

"You...should be...more carefull..." He whispered when glancing at her, she was blurring in and out of focus, everything blocked by a haze of red. His teeth ached to bite her, his mind reeling at the thought. His hands outstretched to her, wanting her to lay with him in bed.