I never want to fall in love (( MidnightDemon and I ))

I followed him. I saw a chair the was empty. I tugged on his arm and made him sit. Jade and Daniel would be able to see this i thought.

Rose sat on my lap , I wrapped my arms around her.

I wrapped my arms around his neck yet again and kissed his lips. I could feel Daniel's eyes on me as well as Jade's.

I kissed back this time, we had to make it believable. It wasn´t so hard though. Rose's lips were so soft and kissable, I actually lost myself in the kiss.

I droped an arm down to his thigh. I knew i was making Jade jealous which i was very happy about. I contined to kissed Matt's lips.

I don´t know where it came from, but I moaned , liking the feeling of Rose's hand on me.

I smiled againist his lips. Matt was a really good actor i thought. I squeezed his thigh with my hand but as I did that i licked his bottom lip as my lips still touched his. After this i swear i was going to get myself another beer.

I opened my mouth for her, locking my tongue with hers.

For some odd reason... I don't think Matt was acting anymore. Did i care? Not at the moment maybe I did feel something for him I thought as I played with his tongue.

I played with her tongue, I shouldn't be feeling like this i thought. Is Rose enjoying this as well?

Just when the kiss was getting good. I felt somebody tugging on my arm. I pulled away from him to see it was Kathy. "Kit Kat!" i yelled smiling. Kathy laughed. "Rose! Your Drunk! You were making out with your cousin!" She said shocked. "Oh Gosh. I'm so sorry Matt. I should of came looking for Rose sooner." She said to Matt.

"Don't worry, we were actually trying to make jade jealous?" I explained

"Oh? REally? From the looks of it... never mind. I'm sure you made Jade very jealous." She said, I touched her cheek. Kathy pushed my hand away from her face. "Damn right we did." i said holding up my hand for a high five from Matt.

I highfived her, I seriously wondered what had just happened? Those things I had just felt.

I wondered what I felt... as much as I like doing one time things... this wasn't going to be a one time thing.I was proubly going to have to... kiss him again when i was sober so, i could know what i felt. I did know one thing... I did like kissing Matt.

I wanted to talk alone with Rose,I needed to ask her what had she felt?. It was impossible, it probably was one of those things she would forget

"Bye Rose, Bye Matt. I have to leave early! See you guys later." She waved and left. It was just Matt and I. Was i werided out? No. I seemed to be alone with Matt almost all the time it seemed.

"Rose?...we...need to talk"I blurted out. Why I couldn't just forget about it and drop the subject?

"Okay. Matty Lets Talk." i said smiling. "About what though?" i asked.

"Have you had fun tonight?" I lied, I chickened out.

"Yea of course I did. I always fun hanging out with you Matt." I said something told that wasn't what he wanted to say.

"Good" I kept lying. "What do you want to do now?"

"I want you to tell me the truth." I mumbled.

I hesitated and looked at my hands to think how to start.

I waited patiently. Hoping He would tell me what he wanted to say but just couldn't.