I never want to fall in love (( MidnightDemon and I ))

I sighed and held her gaze

"Then what are we suppose to do then? Move on. Forget it?" I said. I liked how i fitted into his arms it flet like i belonged here... no don't say that Rose... He is your cousin. I thought.

I buried my head on her shoulder "I don´t know Rose" This definitely was wrong , but it didn´t feel wrong. Why Rose? she was my cousin.

I listened to the waves crash againist the shore. I had no idea what to do about it either. I could smell his cologne... man he did smell good. I thought.

We stayed like that for some minutes, then I broke the silence"Do you think it´s worth giving a try to this?"

I did want to see where this would go... I nodded. "It's worth a try." I said.

"And what if this ends badly?" I asked

"We both move on." I said softly. I didn't want it to end badly though.

"What would happen to our cousins´s relationship?" I asked. I didn´t want things to go badly between us

"I would hope it would go back to normal but that would take time." I answered.

"Yeah, I know" I nodded

"Yea." I looked at the ocean. It was beautiful in the moon light.

"Rose, this has to be our secret" I whispered

"Okay. I understand Matt." I said. "seal this promise with a kiss." i whispered.

I smiled and brushed my lips against hers

I kissed his lips. Sealing the promise we made each other to keep it a secret from others.

I kissed back resting my hands on her hips

i liked how his hands felt on my body. I thought as i kissed him back.

I smiled on her lips ."So are we swimming or not?"

"Yea were swimming unless, you had something else in mind." i said smiling againist his lips.

"Swimming it is" I smiled

I nodded. "Okay." I said. "Lets go take a swim then."

"It´s a race" I said smiling

I smiled. "and What does the Winner get?" i asked.

"You decide" I smiled