an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only )

"What answer," I say to Ty coldly.

I stare at Ty and then at Brian, what had i started? I ask myself

I wait to see if Taylor falls asleep, I would go comfort her, if it weren't for not knowing who Allison actually liked back. I picked up my phone and text her, "Who do you like more?" I ask her, knowing that it might actually help her a little.

"None of your business" I get in my car and drive off

I set my phone down and stare at the ceiling crying silently

I look at Allison and grit my teeth. I try not to say anything but I walk over to her, "What are you doing?" I ask her.

I hear my phone and pull it out, I reply to Michelle before looking at Brian. "I am tryiong to be happy," I say tp him. "I don't know who I am supposed to love, I don't know who makes me happy. Because you don't want me to be a cheerleader but i don't know if Ty likes the marching band side of me." With that I turn and walk inside slamming the door and locking it behind me. I run upstairs an dsit on my bed with my phone. I text michelle back and forth.

Her reply scares me, "I don't know," It said. "I love cheer and brian doesn't like that, but i don't know if Ty likes the marching band side of me." I sigh. And go and knock on my sister's door, "I have some stuff i thought I 'd tell you," I say and reply to allison "You are not going back to cheer are you?" I ask.

I text Allison, "Look, Alli, you mean the world to me, if cheer makes you happy, do it. I want you to be happy. I know you love marching band, but you miss cheering. Why not do both like you said. One in the fall and the other during winter. It's up to you what you choose and who you choose." I sit there and let tears come from my eye, the first time in a few years, the first time since my parents passed. Living with my brother was hard, but we managed. I sent the message and then text michelle, "I don't know what to do if I can't have Allison Sad

" it says.

(stuff just got real...lol)

Standing up I put on some jogging clothes. Sure it was 11 at night but I needed to keep in shape and to get my mind off of things. Like Ty. I walk slowly past my sisters room not sure if she was awake or not but not wanting to bug her

I drive home feeling quiet proud of myself for finally admitting my feelings

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Sun Jun 17, 2012 8:15 pm

Michelle: I heard her sneak down but i ignored her, I would sit downstairs. I thought I'd tell her what was going on with Allison even though i didn't like Taylor that much, I had to admit, we were siblings and we used to be very close. When I heard the door close I walked down adn sat on the couch with my phone. I looked at my text from Brian and reply simply, "Then show her."

Allison: My reply to Michelle is "During the winter I am going to cheer. But I am staying in mraching band. What do I do with this boy problem?" I look at my text from Brian and ignore it a moment. I find Ty's number from my phone book and text him, "What about the marching band side of me? That is always gonna be stuck up in public toward cheerleaders?" and then I sit in silence, ignoring Brian for a while longer. I didn't know what to do, this was horrible. Especially becasue I knew tomorrow would be so hard.

Brian: I sit there, staring at Michelle's response, "How do I show her that I can't live without her?" I send to her and lay on my side.

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Sun Jun 17, 2012 8:19 pm

I don't care about either side as long as we're together I text back

I take a deep calming breath before knocking on Allison's door

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Sun Jun 17, 2012 8:25 pm

I jump as there is a knock on my door. I figured it was Brian so I hurry down and answer, but when I see Taylor I am taken aback. "Hello." I say lowly.

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Sun Jun 17, 2012 8:26 pm

"I'm not here to fight. I'm here to tell you one thing. You can have Ty. He's better for you anyway." With that I run down the steps and run home

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Mon Jun 18, 2012 3:30 pm

I'm shocked, just because she was giving him to me, I didn't want him. I couldn't believe what I was doing, but I had to do what I had to do. I finally text Brian back, "I'll see you at practice <3" and then I sent one to Ty, "Taylor is better for you anyway" and with that I lay down on my bed and fall to sleep.

I sit here and wait for her to walk into the house, I finally knew What Allison was going to do. And I knew that Taylor would be upset and maybe a little happy, i didn't know anymore.

I smiled at the text and fell asleep.

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Mon Jun 18, 2012 9:06 pm

I walk inside and see Michelle

I look at the text and text back, I don't want her. She's nothing to me Allison. You know you miss me too and I don't care if I hurt anyone just as long as I get to be with you.

I keep my back to her but say plainly, "What happened to us being best friends?" I ask. Even though I knew the answer.

I hear my phone go off and I pull it out from under my pillow, The light makes me sqint. After a few seconds I can see the screen clearly, and the message that shows up. I shake my head, "I can't do this yet though. I love marching band. They will kick me out if they know..........." And then I turn my phone off, put it on the charger and fall back asleep.

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Tue Jun 19, 2012 8:55 pm

"What do you mean?"

I sigh and rest my head against the pillow

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Wed Jun 20, 2012 2:51 pm

"We used to be so close," I tell her keeping my back to her.

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Wed Jun 20, 2012 9:15 pm

"You used to love me until you realized I was becoming a cheerleader"

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Thu Jun 21, 2012 2:14 pm

"I still love you," I say. "The feud has gotten out of hand, but I let the marching band brain wash me."

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Thu Jun 21, 2012 9:12 pm

"Sis? I really do love him" I look at the ground

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Thu Jun 21, 2012 9:22 pm

"ALlison didn't choose him," I sigh

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Thu Jun 21, 2012 9:23 pm

"I know...but he'll never love me"I sit on the couch, "Nobody will love me"

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Thu Jun 21, 2012 9:31 pm

"I love you," I tell her finally looking at her.

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Thu Jun 21, 2012 9:32 pm

"Sure you do" I say sarcastically

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Fri Jun 22, 2012 4:33 pm

Michelle: "Look," I say. "We are siblings. We kind of have to love each other. And you can make him love you, You are determined and I know you can do it." I smile at her.

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Fri Jun 22, 2012 5:30 pm

" You think so?"

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Sat Jun 23, 2012 8:11 pm

"I know so," I say stifling a yoawn.

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Sat Jun 23, 2012 8:54 pm

"Go to sleep sis I'll be fine...hopefully"

Subject: Re: an old fued ( Angel of Music and me only ) Sat Jun 23, 2012 9:51 pm

"Do you need a ride to school tomorrow?" I ask. "The football game and all."

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