Lost Love Notes

N: "Might be a good idea." I said.
A: I looked at her a little concerned. "Maybe that's a sign?"

I nod and call her

I look at him, "I'm sure it's nothing"

N: I leaned back trying to get some of the pressure off of them.
A: "Maybe." I said.

I sigh, "You want someone here just in case don't you"

I come back, "5 minutes tops" I grab her hand, "How are you feeling?"

N: "I'm okay. For now, I've been feeling pressure on them all day so I'm not sure what that means." I said. It hadn't gotten better, the pressure only got worse a little.
A: "I think it'd be best. I can't deliver if something were to occur."

I nod, "Go ahead and call someone than"

I massage her shoulders, "Shhh love relax"

N: "I'm trying, but they're playing with my nerves right now."
A: I nodded and called the doctor but that one was busy so I tried the second doctor.

"I realize that. Deep breaths" I say as I yell for the person to come in

I smile as I feel them kick, "I love you too"

N: I nodded and did as he said.
A: I smiled at her as I talkd on the phone then closed it. "They'll be here soon."

I look up at the doctor asking for help

"Alright" I smile at him, "They aren't hurting me that much..."

N: I saw the doctor come in and immediately got to work. She suggest I be moved to a more comfortable place, even though it's not recommended to move a person in labor.
A: "I'm just protecting you."

I pick her up carefully and carry her to the bed

I look at him, "I know...come lay with me?"

N: I closed my eyes knowing this little experience would be painful, but worth it.
A: I next to her. "Like I'd stand up so long?"

"The babies and I missed you"

"Remember calm" I remind her

N: I looked at him. "You should too." I said. He laid me down and the doctor prepared me for what was to come. Then the actual labor began it was hard to stay calm. But it seemed over a little quickly, from what I've been told it seemed more painful. But I didn't think on this because I was out and Silica appeared making the babies turn.
A: "And I missed you aall."

I smile at our crying babies

"When is the doctor getting here?"

N: The doctor helped her get them moved. Silica felt really weak so she could barely lift her head. She watched them quietly. The doctor talked to Brian explaining that it was normal for me to turn at this point in case it worried him, she told him they were healthy as could be but described some behavior that he needed to report then left.
A: "Five minutes, they said ten but it's been five."

I nod, "It hurts"

I turn and smile at her, "You did amazing baby"

N: She looked at him and gave the best smile she could in this form for him.
A: I nodded as there was a knock. I went to the door and led them in.

"Tired?"

I look up at the ceiling

N: She passed out after they were born so I think so. Silica said.
A: I brought the doctor to her and stood back.

I was talking about you

I listen to the doctor

N: Not really. I am too weak to do much, but not tired.
A: The doctor started to examine things and asked questions.

I nod

I answer them and wait for the result

N: She turned her attention back to the puppies, babies, whatever. Right now they were puppies.
A: The doctor explained that she was about to have them and went into another explaination of what needs to be done.