Lost Love Notes

((Poor child that makes me sad))

Darius: "And I can't wait to call you wife"

I nod, "That's an upside"

(I know, it is, and she's just like oh well)
L: I went back to finished the breakfst I had started.
N: "Yeah, we lost too much time in my sickness."

((But it's not oh well!!))

"Why don't you guys go and play with them and I'll make you guys something to eat"

Darius: "So what are you cooking up?"

(I know! She says that about everything, even about eating, omg she won't eat for the world. She left school because her stomach hurt because she hadn't eaten.)
N: "I'll help." I offered.
L: "Sh!" I said. "It's a surprise."

((Ok the eating thing is oh well sort of...but not seeing Disney movies is like...A crime against nature!!))

"Thanks Nina" I smile and head into the kitchen

Darius: "Alright I'll be quiet...love I have a pack meeting tonight"

(Yea it is)
L: "I'll be alright where I am. Unless you want the Angel to go with you. I don't know if your wolf can see her, I've felt him stir a lot when I bring her out like he feels her but I guess he does." I looked at him.
N: I followe dher and start helping.

((Poor poor girl))

Darius: "You don't want to meet your pack?"

"You happy Nina?"

(Yea)
L: "It's technically not my pack even if I am yours. The head elder told me that when he visited once to talk about angel. You were off with the pack at the time, and all I had to do was talk about me. I can show up as my angel and meet them that way, if I have to I'll make her visible." I said and continued preparing the meal.
N: "Extremely, and you?"

((Two different conversations yay))

"Very/"

Darius: "What if I ask you to be there?"

(Theyre the best)
L: "Then I'd go." I said, but what I was told about the pack meetings I can't talk to him. We tried seeing if I could hear his wolf, but I couldn't. But not from Angel. I called her up but he couldn't see her.
N: "Good."

((Despicable Me <3))

Darius: "Come than"

"I guess..."

(can't wait for part 2!)
L: "Alright." I said. I wasn't sure if I should go, something about his pack, it just seemed more like I wasn't supposed to be involved. I don't know why it feels that way.
N: "Is something wrong between you and Aaron?"

((Me neither!!))

Darius: "They'll love you baby"

"No no it's just that...we don't really talk anymore..."

(I fforgot when it's coming)
N: "Sorry, my girls keep me busy, and Brian does too. And the pack." I sghed/
L: "Ok." I smilede softly but it wasn't quite reaching my eyes the way my smiiles do. I continued cooking so he wouldn't notice.

((I'll look it up))

I nod, "I wanted to be pack leader you know"

Darius: "What's wrong?

(Ok)
N: "I know." I said. "But it's ok.
L: "Nothing." I said.

((I'm sorry.))

"It's whatever. Dad always loved you more"

Darius: "You're lying"

(It's ok, I can't stay, I'm sorry we're over 4 gbs and we only have 5 until the 14)
N: "He is my real father. He told me at my wedding because he hadn't known I didn't know until I made a speech about it. He hadn't meant to favorite, but I am his real daughter so he did." I said.
L: "It's nothing ok, I promise." I said as I finished upp and reached for the plates.

((Its ok. I'll talk to you than...maybe.))

"But still. That's why I was bad most of the time."

Darius: "It is something."

(yeah)
N: "I know. You needed the attention that he wouldn't give." I said.
L: "Come on it's time to eat." I said and made it clear I wanted to drop it, if he didn't know he'd soon find out. When he opened his motuh to say something, I cut him off. "You'll see what's up tonight, your pack isn't very welcoming." I said.

((It's not the 14th ))

Darius: "They aren't?"

I nod

(well i cant stay is what i meant)
L: I shook my head sadly. "Some of them asked me to leave when they met me. They were angry because an outsider was leading them. They think I need to be one of you before I even think about it, and my life and the child will be in a lot of danger if I get pregnant." I said.
N: Belle came in at the moment. "Where's Alec?" Her expression made Roza and I exchange a look. I smiled. "Looks like you have an alpha in your midst. Sweetie he's at school right now but I'll make sure you get to see him soon." I said.

((I know I know))

I smile, "Why sweetie?"

Darius: I growl, "I'll kill them!" I hug her, "You don't have to go if you don't want to"

(yeah)
N: I whsipered. "Mates." Then I went to Belle. "You'll get to see him tomorrow, do you think you can wait til then?" She looked thoughtful then shook her head no. "Maybe I'll spend the day here then."
L: "If you really want me to be there then I'll be there."

"Thats fine" I cook than groan, "Emerald's mate is coming for dinner"

Darius: "I'm not putting you in danger"