Lost Love Notes

B: "You're saying you don't want to be a wolf anymore"

S: I wake up crying

K: "No! I just don't want the same thing as everyone else. Every time I see one Alec and Belle or any of the mates in our little family, it's the same thing. I just want a family like ours. Not that our family is bad or anything, I just want to be different. Accepting her would make me just like them, I'd eventually give into to what she wants and be stuck with it." I said. I hated sounding like an @ss but it's true.
B: I hugged her.

B: "Get out. Right now"

S: "He doesn't want me" I cry

K: I was shocked by that. I walked out quietly and started walking down the street.
B: "My brother is eccentric, he probably had a reason." I said trying to make her feel better.

S: I shake my head, "I don't wanna hear it...I'll just go now" I stand up and walk outside crying

B: I watch him leave

N: I watched him leave in complete shock that Brian would take it that far. I hadn't thought he would kick our son out, not at his age. Before he could turn around I walked out the back door and made it clear I needed to be alone to grasp everything our son had said and the consequence.
B: I watched her go quietly.
K: I wasn't sure how to feel about this. I got what I wanted, but it wasn't as I wanted. I still wanted my parents, my siblings. I just didn't want my own kids.

S: I groan as it starts to rain. I trip and fall and lay on the ground hurting not bothering to get up

B: I sigh and look around

A: "She isn't going to take this well"

B: "No one would." I whispered, I felt something in my connection to my siblings and my parents. "Something happened to my brother. I can't feel him anymore." I looked at him. "I know he's alive, but..."
K: I looked up at the sky. I cursed it for raining, this wasn't a movie. I hunched my shoulders and continued on as I made it out of our neighborhood. I didn't dare glance back, or I might just run home where I was no longer wanted.
(I'll leave nina out for now, idk how to express this)

A: "Maybe you father kicked him out"

S:I cry along with the rain and just stare up at the sky. I didn't want to move. No point when I have nobody to love me

((Ok))

B: I nodded and felt my mom's sadness. "Yeah, mom is sad about it. So he didn't even talk to mom about it, that's unusual. They always make decisions together." I said and felt worried. "This is going to tear everyone apart."
K: I found a place to sit to wait out the rain. I saw some homeless people and sighed. Perfect spot for me..... I thought.

A: "Lets go talk to her"

S: I grab the knife out of my pocket and stare at it. I swipe it against my wrist hitting a vein. I slowly pass out

B: I smell blood and looked at the door. "I think we need to focus on Saphire first." I said.
K: When she did that I felt sick. I started to throw up violently.

A: my eyes widen and I run after her and find her

K: "Do you smell that?"

B: I follow him.
E: "Yeah, I do. It's Sapphire." I said.
K: When it stopped I looked up. I realized it was her, but she had to hate me as well as everyone else does. I Em was willing to try and kill me, then I'm sure the others would. My brother hated me too, and for twins that's difficult. He even severed our ties.

A: I find her and pick her up rushing her to the hospital

K: "Should we go and check on her?"

B: I couldn't keep up with him so I just went back to his house. I saw Em and Kaname coming. "Alec just took her to the hospital, she slit her wrist."
E: I nodded. "I think we'll wait for him to call."
K: I stayed huddled by myself. It felt like everyone was against me now.

K: "I'll be right back" I walk outside and go to Kai, "Hey"

A: I check her into the same hospital dad was in

B & E: We watch him leave.
K: I looked at him then away. "What have I done now?" I asked.

K: "Nothing I'm just here to talk...you need a place to stay?"

"Aaron...the family is falling apart without you..." I whisper to him

A: I lay silently. I could hear her, but I couldn't respond.
K: I looked at him. "How did you know about that?" I asked then felt stupid. "Belle needs to mind her own business."

K: "I'm serious though let's get you out of the rain and back to my place"

I call Nina

K: "Ok, thanks." I said and followed him.
N: I wiped my eyes and answered Roza's call. "Yeah?"

"What happened with my daughter!"

K: I lead him to my house, "Make yourself at home...I have one question. Why'd you do it?"

N: "Kai rejected her, but he did it because he doesn't want the same things she does. She wants a family, and he wants something to do with his life more important than that." I said. I was trying to keep it together, but it was hard.
K: "She wants to have kids, I don't. I don't want to be the kind of dad that has kids he doesn't want, and she didn't seem flexible to my wish." I said. She needed to have someone with the same wish. "If my ambition was to have a family then I wouldn't have done it, but it's not."

K: "Kai...she would have waited as long as she had you than she'd be happy. She didn't want a family that soon"

"He hurt her! She's in the hospital with a slit wrist Nina!"