Lost Love Notes

K: "You could have woken me up"

"Falling apart. Sapphire isn't better yet"

K: "I don't like to disturb people like that." I said.
A: "What? In one day?" I asked. I looked at the whiteboard and saw the date. "I've been asleep for months?" I looked at her.
B: I got up when I felt hungry.

K: "It's ok do it"

I nod, "She tried to kill herself"

A: I stand up

K: "Ok." I said and sighed. I wasn't sure how this was paying off, but most of the time I didn't care about the future or fixing things with Sapphire. I kept thinking about my parents, mom knew where I was, but dad and I haven't talked since.
A: "Why?!"
B: I went downstairs to get breakfast.

K: "You miss your parents don't you"

"Kai rejected her and her wolf left"

K: I nodded. "Mom doesn't speak to me openly around dad, and he won't speak to me at all." I said.
A: I sighed and rubbed my face. "Is she ok now?"

K: "It's break from school lets go talk to them"
"I don't know...she won't speak to me"

K: I shook my head. "Mom said dad is still ticked off at me for what happened. I'm not sure I could face him just yet." I said.
A: I shook my head. "How about on his side?" I asked just curiously.

K: "Than talk o Sapphire"

"Brian kicked him out"

K: I looked at him. "I heard she wasn't talking to anyone, so why would she talk to me?" I asked.
A: I sighed. "He was an idiot. I'm not happy the kid rejected my daughter, but that's the wrong move. How's Nina taking it?"

K: "Call her up I bet she does"

"Not good"

K: I nodded and called her.
A: "I thought so, Belle doing good in her pregnancy?" I said.
B: I got some pancakes to make.

I nod, "has a cute little baby bump"

S: "Hello?"

A: I go to her

K: "Hey Sapphire." I said.
A: I smiled. "Good, I don't want to lose any children and not even know."
B: I smiled when his went around me. "Morning baby." I looked at him.

"Nope you didn't miss too much...I think"

S: "Who is this?"

A: I rest my hands on her stomach, "Morning lovely"

K: "It's Kai. We need to talk....about what I did and said..." I kept questioning why I was doing this. She probably hates me, and won't want to see or talk to me.
A: "They aren't engaged yet are they?" I asked.
B: I smiled. "Is there a reason for the name this morning? You aren't this cheery on other days after waking up." I commented.

S:"Ok...when and where?"

A: "Maybe...""

"Not yet"

K: I told her in an hour so I could get my thoughts together as well as the address of a good place to talk. I didn't really want to be alone with her, it would be kind of awkward because of our age difference.
A: "Good, I really don't want to miss that announcement."
B: "Hmmm. I hope you have something nice planned for today." I said as I finished the breakfast.

K: "You did the right thing Kai"

"He wanted to wait till you got better"

A: "Oh I do"

K: I looked at him. "I can't believe she even agreed to do it." I said. "It seems like after losing her wolf, she'd never want to talk to me."
A: "Think we should them so he can anytime now?" I smiled.
B: "Good, now, not that I'm not loving this, but I need to get plates and I'm trapped. And starving." I said.

K: "Maybe something changed"

I shake my head, "I have something of my own to tell you"

A: I chuckle and kiss her neck before moving

K: "Maybe." I said and sighed.
A: "What is it?"
B: I smiled and made two plates. One was bigger than the other, which normally the bigger was his but eating for so many caused me to need more. Of course we still had no idea how many I was having.

K: "What's wrong"

I put his hand on my stomach

A: "Hungry I see"

K: "Just not feeling confident in being able to make her feel better." I said.
A: I felt it and smiled. "So we have more on the way."
B: "Well, I have quite a few babies on the way, I'm starting to think 3 or 4. Which seems a little rough for us on our first time. Or two really hungry boys. Mom said she knew my brothers were boys because she was always starving." I said as we sat at the table.

K: "Want me to come with?"

I nod smiling and show him some ultrasound pictures

A: "We'll make it through, I know it"