Lost Love Notes

K: "No, I need to do this on my own. She won't believe it if I don't. But I do need a driver." I said. Being nearly 13 I couldn't drive.
A: I smiled at the pictures. "I hope we won't be rooming together when you have them. I wouldn't like sharing my room too much." I said teasingly.
B: "Of course, we have each other and our parents, and siblings." I said.

I: "I can do that"

"Please they'd have to give us a normal bed"

A: "Exactly"

K: "Thanks. If it goes well, I may get a ride with her. I don't know." I said.
A: "Yeah they would. How is Em? Is she holding together after what happened with Kai and Sapphire?" I asked.
B: We sat quietly for a minute when I noticed something. "Hey, I think I feel your dad. Like he's conscious." I said. I'd been working on feeling wolves, I wanted to be better than him at something.

K: "I have faith in you little bro"

"She's always with Kaname"

A: I stop eating, "You for real?

K: I smiled at him. "Thanks."
A: "That's expected, he keeps her together. I hope." I said.
B: I nodded. "Can't you feel it? I mean you're his son so if you felt his mind you'd know." I said.

A: "I didn't believe it I thought my mind was playing tricks on me again"

A: "Me too"

K: "When you meeting her?"

K: "Half an hour now, so I think we need to go." I said.
A: I smiled at her. "Alright, now I have to give you something." I sat up and kissed her. I knew she needed it.
B: "Nope, I felt him, but I can't read him so yeah." I said and continued eating. "You can go see him when you're finished. I can't go because only family can." I said.

K: I nod and start my car

I kiss him back with all the love I could show him in that kiss

A: "Love...you are family"

K: I tell him where it is and we rode in silence.
A: I pulled her so she was in my lap.
B: "Not by their standards. I'm not his sister, daughter, mother, or daughter in law. And putting future in front of daughter in law doesn't count either. I've tried to go up there and they told me they aren't allowed to have me back there, and I was with your mom. She can't take me back." I said.

S: I stand there waiting

K: I pull up in front of the place

We jump apart when the nurse comes in frantic due to his heart rate spiking

A: "Belle than no"

K: I get out quietly and go up to her, "Hey Sapphire." I said the I got to look at how she had dressed. I'd been told she'd been down lately, and really didn't look nice, but she looked good now. She had on everything she would if she weren't heartbroken. "You look nice." I said.
A: I looked at the nurse. "Sorry." I said scratching the back of my head.
B: "Alec, you need to see your dad. I'll be alright here until you get back." I said.

S: "Thanks, might as well look decent for one day"

The nurse glares at me and grabs me by the arm while trying to drag me out

A: "You swear?"

K: "Um, look I'm really sorry about what's happened. I, wasn't the one who said it. My wolf hates other wolves so he didn't want yours but he did want her too. He was the one who slept with the girl, I didn't even know what I was doing. When I got home, I mean to my parents house, it hit me. Then my dad and I discussed it and why I rejected you." I said, having trouble finding the right words.
A: "You can't make my wife leave, she'll just come back." I told her.
B: "Yes, I am."

S: I nod and let him finish

"I'm having her kicked out of the hospital" the nurse says. My eyes widen and sare at him scared

A: "Ok..." I kiss her cheek

K: "My dad and I haven't spoken a word since he kicked me out. I'm sure I deserve it, I didn't want to hurt you, but I didn't want to be like our siblings. They all want families, and me? I don't, I want just me and you and whatever I decide to do with myself. I didn't want you to wait on me to give you kids so I said that hoping it would allow you to find someone else." I said and I was done.
A: "You are not! If she's kicked out I'm going to, no matter if I'm well enough or not." I said.
B: I smiled. "Tell them hi for me."

S: "I didn't want anyone else. I didn't want kids either Kai but you wouldn't listen. But now I lost my wolf. She's not coming back and I'll always be empty. Always"

"You're not getting out of that bed" she says

B: "Will do than the day is yours and mine"

K: "I know, and I'm sorry about that too. I never meant to hurt you." I said.
A: I stood up and started trying to take off the IV's and stuff.
B: "Ok, I'll hold you to it." I smiled.

S: I nod, "So...where do we go from here"

She sighs and lets me go. I run to him

A: "Do it!"

K: "Where do you want us to go?" I asked.
A: I hugged her.
B: "Alright." I took a pin and stuck it in his shirt but made sure it wouldn't poke him. "There, now I can hold you to it."

S: "Kai I don't know. You still have your wolf"

I start crying into his chest

A: I laugh but smile, "I love it though"

K: "He doesn't care at all now that it's just you. But he won't want to be around you when he is out." I said.
A: I held her tightly.
B: "Alright, I love you." I kissed him.

S: "Than there's no point in even trying. Do you need a ride home?"

"She was going to kill me Aaron"

A: I kiss her back than finish eating

K: "Only as a wolf. But if you feel that way, I can walk, or call Kaname." He'd probably kick me out too, I think my end of the deal was to fix this too, but I couldn't.
A: "I know, but she won't." I said.
B: I finish my plate and put it in the sink.

S: "I'll give you a ride" we climb into my car, "I'd like to do one thing before I lose you forever" I turn and kiss him in the lips

"She'll try again"

A: "Bye lovely I'll be back"

K: I was surprised but I kissed her back. I didn't know what I was going to do now. I didn't really have anything if she felt I wasn't worth it, but I already knew that. That's why I had to kiss her back, just once I knew how she felt right now.
A: "She won't." I growled.
B: "See you handsome." I said as I went upstairs to lay down.