Modern Black Butler (angel of music and i)

(my parents are big on safety, so say they went looking for something on my phone and saw your number. they'd be like, you don't know this person, they could be a serial killer.)
D: I smiled a bit. "Alright, that's sooner than expected."
De: I smiled and looked at Sebastian.

(( I get it...it's ok I'll find someway to survive...maybe...but for the record I am not a serial killer))

"Alright lets get all fancied up"

(Sorry, I know you aren't, but it's problematic with the internet, maybe we can set up a video chat some time)
D: I nodded and went upstairs.
De: I went up to our room to get on a simple, but nice dress.

((I know I know and maybe...idk right now I'm writing my suicide note))

A: I grab Josh's hand and pull him up

I go to change into a fancier suit

(I did that once, it didn't help, I got put in therapy)
D: I got in my suit and felt weird.
De: I smiled at him. "You always seem more at home all dressed up, Sebastian."
J: I followed her. "Um, I'm not exactly able to come. I don't have a suit, and no permission from my mom or her dad." I said.

((My parents don't believe I have depression so they don't care...I walked in the bathroom slit my wrist a few times than come out. They didn't find anything wrong.))

"I love being dressed up"

A: "But you have to come..."

(something is wrong with them)
De: I smiled more. "I love when you are at home with yourself." I said. "It makes you happier."
J: "I don't think I can."

((Brb gotta drive my sister somewhere and it's whatever. Just means I can die I. Piece))

(Ok)

((I survived...dang it))

A: I look at him sadly

"I'll wear suits more often than"

(Yeah, well I would've been sad if you hadn't. I wouldn't have anyway of knowing what happened)
De: "You should. You look great in them." I smiled at him.
J: I pulled her close. "I'm sorry."

((But you shouldn't care...we're friends with no emotional attachment))

"Than I will"

A: "Will it hurt?"

(Actually, I care about you like a friend that I've known for awhile)
De: "Good." I went over and kissed him.
J: "I guess we'll find out."

((You shouldn't though I'm not worth it))

I kiss her back

A: "I suppose we will"

*You haven't hurt me so you are worth it, I have almost no friends here that I'm connected with, it's hard to connect, but I can connect with you because I understand)
De: I put my arms around his neck.
J: "Yeah, but I won't be too far away."

((Someone who understands and I can't talk to you because you don't like here...life hates me. I can never have someone who lives by me.))

(I probably lived nearby once, what state?)

((Minnesota))

I smile and pull away, "For after dinner love"

A: "You better not be"

(Oh, never been there that I can remember.)
De: "No, you will be dinner.' I said.
J: "I live close by."

(Exactly oh and another reason I should disappear is because of how ugly I am))

"Oh will I now?"

A: "Really?"

(Hey, I aint too pretty either. Just because you're not what the paper says is good looking, doesn't mean you aren't)
De: "yes."
J: "Yeah, just at the corner on your right."

((For real I get told I'm ugly all the time))

A: "Show me"

"You can be dessert"

(Well, it's not about what you look like is it? Besides, sometimes it's the way you hold yourself or the way you choose to dress. Some people laughed at me because I didn't brush my hair, and then my hair at some point stopped looking brushed.)
De: "Sounds good."
J: I nodded and led her outside and down the street. "See right there."

((I bet your gorgeous))

A: "Which room?"

I smile

(Now that I've changed myself, but I did for myself, to feel like a beautiful person. But then I thought about how I think, and how I like to help people. Despite what I look like, I know that in inside I'm beautiful)
De: I laid my head on his shoulder.
J: "The window on the right, closest to us, is mine."