Modern Black Butler (angel of music and i)

((I wish I had that confidence I just...don't. That truly makes you a beautiful person))

A: "Cool I'll sneak in some time"

"Ready to go?"

(It takes reinventing, Tennesse/Kentucky does that to you. And supportive parents, I think you should tell them)
De: "Yes."
J: "Alright, well you need to be going. I will see you later." I kissed her for a minute then watched her go home.

((About my depression? I already tried they don't believe me. They laughed in my face))

A: I go back in ,y house and wait

"Alright lets go"

(Then talk to your doctor, or school counselor)
De: I take his hand and we walk downstairs where Damon and Angel were waiting.

((I don't have time and...I'm scared. What happens when I don't have my depression anymore? I'll lose myself))

"Alright lets go!"

(actually, it catches you still. It doesn't really leave, but it kinda stays in the cage you build for it.)
De: We all head over to the house.
D: I try not to show that I'm nervous, I mean meeting her dad? Who is a royal? Not easy.

((I like it though...mostly the cutting part))

C: I pace in front of my father who was laughing

We get to the house and I knock

(I've been somewhere like that, but I'd bite instead of cut myself)
De: We wait until someone comes and invites us in.
D: I follow quietly.

((I've never tried that...I burn, cut, carve))

C: "Damon!" I run Into his arms, "I missed you!"

I smile and bow to the king

(yeah, I got in trouble because I bruised myself once)
De: I bow to the king and smile at them.
D: I put my arms around her. "I missed you too Cleo." I said.

((We're in the same boat...Idk If I can live any longer though))

A: "Wow feeling the love" I wave to the king

C: "You did?"

(I have so much I wana say to my parents. They want me to get into a good college so I have to be in honors, I've been in honors this year and I want out. But nope, not until 11th)
D: "Of course I did." I smiled at her and ignored Angel.

((My parents expect nothing out of me. I told them what I want to do and they said I won't get anywhere in life with it. So I might as well just marry someone rich))

C: I kiss him

(what's that?)
D: I kiss her back.

((I want to be a mythologist...what else do you wanna tell your parents?))

A: I"Guys! Not I front if the King!"

C: I pull back

(to stop pressuring me so much, I'm doing the best I can so stop telling me to try harder)
D: "Sorry." I said.
De: I smiled at them.

((Anything else?)!

K: "That is enough!"

(Eh, that's it I guess. They just expect so much.)
D: I looked up at him a little nervously.

((I wish...I wish I could tell them I like girls...and that I'm not afraid to die))

K: "How dare you kiss my daughter!))

(Hm, well I feel the same, except I don't like them anymore, it's just I had two girlfriends and it never ended right with them. As for death, I don't know.)
D: I bowed my head. "I'm sorry sir."

((But the question is do you still like girls? It just doesn't go away...I've tried.))

K: "Lets just eat" I stand up and walk to the table

C: I take Damon's hand, "Sorry"

(Well, you see, I don't know. I was young the first time one kissed me, and the second girl was just a few years ago, like 2. Neither times had I planned on even testing it. I'm not sure, but I know I like guys, it's just confusing so I left the decision alone)
D: I squeezed her hand. "Don't worry about it." I smiled at her.

((Wanna talk it out with me??))

C: I smile, "ok"

A: I follow behind last feeling out of place without my mate

(Honestly, that's all I can think to say on it. But I think I'll end up single, I've had 6 relationships and none made me happy or ended right)
De: I looked at Angel, "You ok baby?" I asked her.
D: When we got to the table I pulled her chair out kindly and pushed it in when she sat. I sat next to her.

((Yeah I know how that is only I've been in 2 relationships and they both ended in tragedy...both were also long distance))

A: "Oh um...yeah"

C: "Thank you"