Just Say you Dont Love Me (2)

((I'm close to tears myself =[ ))

I watched as she ran away, trying to keep myself composed, strong. I shook my head, tears falling, I fell to the ground, close to Jason, hurt, used, unloved by the one girl we both wanted so bad. I cried silently laying there, I wasn't moving, not for anyone. The only person who'd have the power to make me move would be Paysin, but she already made herself clear. She didn't love me.

(awwwww )

((LOL I was close to tears but I didn't cry. And I tried to make my part dramatic. I LOVE this RP!!!))

I felt someone fall beside me. I didn't care who it was. I didn't want to look. Maybe if it were Elliot he would do me a favor and kill me. Maybe.... What if I asked him to kill me? He had wanted to do it for so long that it would make sense. The only thing stopping him before was Paysin. And now nothing could stop him. I sat up wincing at the pain. I looked down. It was Elliot. And he was crying too. "Elliot. Can you kill me?"

I looked at him and shook my head, "No..because then I've still got to go through this pain"

(could one of your other char's come talk to me sarah?)

((sure. Sorry. I'm a nub))

I sighed and got up. Stupid person who blew up my room! I got up and went to go get breakfast. I had slept outside due to few rooms that were available. I saw that one vampire girl. What was her name?.... Vitani. Yeah that's it. "Hey," I said.

I yawned and stretched. I had a great sleep! But now I was hungry. I licked my lips and went up to go get some breakfast.

(nub?)

i looked over my shoulder "hey"

"I want to die" I told him, "But I'm not getting you out of the pain whilst I continue to suffer"

(a little while ago i pm-ed you rose. just in case you didnt see...)

((I don't know what it means but it is like calling someone a loser only less mean. Kind-of. Not sure how to explain it))

"So what happened to the school that made us- or me- now homeless?"

"You ever hear of the two brothers who were fighting in the play Oedipus?" I asked. "They were twins so they didn't know who was going to be kings so they took turns on being king. One guy would be king for a year and the other one would be king for the next. But then the one brother who was king first didn't want to give up the crown. So he banished him. And then the other brother came back with an army to get back the crown. But what happened was that the two brothers were fighting. And they killed each other with a sword at the exact same time!" Please let him get what I was going with.

(When..I didn't get it >.<)

I looked at him, "So you want me to kill you and you kill me..at the same time"

"Yes," I said. "I want to die and you do too. So I don't see why not."

((I suggest this in hopes that someone would come and stop them before they actually do it))

"But don't you want her to do it" I asked him, "Because..no matter the hatred I feel now, I still love her. So if I die I want her to be the one to do it...to like prove she hates me afterall"

"a big boom"

(vitani doesnt say much does she?)

I shrugged, "Either way I want her to kill me"

I sighed wiping the tears on my face.

Why would she do this, come in. Make me love her and leave. I wasn't an idiot like the leech, he deserved it more then me, I only deserved it for being a trustworthy idiot.