Looking Back on Life

i turned it around so everyone can see it "it came out pretty well" i said

I smiled. it sure did. "your really good"

"thanks my mom was a drawer too she was wounderful" i said

i went out to see where the others were.

"thats nice" i Said. "keep drawing i would Love to have Ur skills"

"thanks she had a store too where your could but her art" i said

i sat down and just played. this was making me forget crap momentarily

"Thats wonderful" i said smiling.

"yeah i remember drawing her a picture when i was 5 and it was crap but she put it up in the store it had its own spot" i said smiling

"aww" i said smiling. "im impressed, im not good at nothing"

"well you learn you pick things up you never know" i said

i needed my Nana but i knew i couldnt have her since i was dead and she was alive...

"um i dont understand that" i said confused.

"its ok" i said smiling

why was i being such a loner?

"hey you ok Ren?" i asked looking at him

"Just thinkin, playin,and drinkin....by myself..." i said softly in japenese.

"well i'm here for you if need to talk or want anything" i said in Japanese

I srughed. "ok then" i said sitting down on the grass. I remembered something.... hum what was it....i though.

i turned the page and began to draw Samantha

i couldnt remember what it was.. i tried to remember but i couldnt.

i was still drawing her i began to use coloured carcoal now

i nodded and went back to playing.

i added some flecks of colour here and there