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Name: Skye Centrics
Age: 17
Affinities : Night, Spirit, and Fire
 | | Subject: Re: What Really Happened Last Summer? ~1/3 of Chapter 6 Up~ **Character Pic's** Sun Nov 28, 2010 2:22 am | |
| Part 2/3 of Chapter 6
Zack:
After she left, I attempted to follow her, but decided not to. I looked down and saw her iPod laying there. Gently picking it up, I decided I would try and see what she listened to now, but as I clicked it on, the notes page was there, and it was open to a letter she had written to me, mentally I guess, never intending for me to ever see it. I gulped and sighed, beginning to read the letter.
October 14, 2009
Dear Zack,
It's been three months since our break-up. Do you still think about me as much as I still think about you? Yea, I didn't think so, I guess you never really loved me like I loved you. Or, well, love you. I still do, no matter how much I don't want to admit it, I do. And it hurts to even think about you, or think about the things we used to do.
Remember our first date? We were both so excited after waiting so long to finally be able to really call each other boyfriend and girlfriend. Ah, I remember just how nervous I was, to be going on a date with the hottest kid in school. But, you were Zack to me, and knowing that relaxed me a bit. You took me to dinner and a movie, but it wasn't any type of normal date. We had dinner on the beach, and there were fireworks. I didn't think I'd ever seen anything more beautiful. And then you took me to see Monsters Inc. I secrectly wanted to see that movie, but would have never thought it'd be you to take me to see it. You held my hand all the way through, and didn't even try to make a move on me. And then at the end of the night, you kissed me then whispered in my ear, "Skye, I know you better than you know yourself." Then walked away. To this day, it was the best date I've ever had.
To this day, every date we've ever had, haunts me more than you can imagine. I can barely sleep with out thinking about you, I've become addicted to coffee, because I no longer want to sleep. Everything reminds me of you, and I just, can't take it! I should hate you for leaving me, I should hate everything about you for cheating on me, but, I just, can't. I can't hate you, because I love you. And I wrote this letter, to ask you a few questions.
Did you ever love me too? When did you stop? Did I do anything wrong? What made her so much better than me? When did you start cheating on me? If I told you I loved you, would you still care?
I guess, this is all I can say for now. Goodbye Zack.
December 26, 2009
Dear Zack,
I don't love you anymore. I've finally concluded that, even though you hurt me, I can still forgive and move on. I met someone amazing, and I think I'm beginning to love him. He's changed everything for me. He picked up the pieces of me that you didn't, but he can't glue them back together, I have to do. So, that's why I'm writing you. To tell you that I'm done, done crying over you, done hating boys because of what you did to me. Done, hating, life. Done not sleeping. Done doing.... Other things. I'm done.
I loved you Zack, but I don't anymore. I love Jake, he's become my everything. He's my rock, the one guy who will always be there. Will never cheat. Never leave me. Never.. Forget about me. Never hurt me. Not like you did, he won't scar like that. But I'll keep this short and sweet, I've moved on, and it's time to finally close you from my life. I've stored all my diaries, but one, in a box, every single photo we've taken together was put with it. Anything you gave me, anything that reminded me of you. All away. Now, this is my goodbye. So, goodbye Zack. For good.
I closed the letter, my eyes watering but refusing to cry. I was stronger than that. I opened up a new note, and wrote her a replying letter. Once I was done, I laid the iPod spewn across the rock and walked away, too upset to care about folding up the headphones or anything stupid like that. | |
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Being Chosen by Nyx
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| | Subject: Re: What Really Happened Last Summer? ~1/3 of Chapter 6 Up~ **Character Pic's** Sun Nov 28, 2010 7:08 pm | |
| That is SO good! I can't wait for you to post more! | |
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