My poems (There bad)

i sorry

*shrugs* its fine, its better then what I used to do.

yeaa ik

yup

I shouldnt be thinking this.
I shouldnt be feeling this.
The words i said Were true.
They were what I wanted, right?
But then i look and think about that decision
And I want to say it.
But its to late.
Its always to late for me...

Scars that hide were no one can see.
Deep within the shattered heart.
Things i've done to forget.
Eyes closed to the world,
Scared to see the light so bright.
Because it doesnt feel right.

1......2.....3 times ive heard me heartbeat.
Barly alive anymore.
4..........5...... Slowing down.
Hurts to think about them.
6........... And it stops.
My hearts done beating.
I feel the dancing beat.
Listen to the lullaby my heart made.
Cause its done, forever and im fine with it.

I want to say.
My brain and heart are saying to say it.
But I cant.
Its to late.
And the tears are about to fall.
But i know they wont change a thing so I dont let them fall.
I should just give up.
But I need to say it..
Im sorry

(im done writing poems for a while.)

Why????????????

Its not helping me feel better. Its making me sadder

Pm me sis

Okay

Moonwalker12 wrote:

(im done writing poems for a while.)

Awwe man

Sorry. I might put more when i figure out stuff.

Okay

(Okay, im gonna attempt to wrtie some more. THey are going to really suck so im warning yall)

Im done being the girl everyone thinks i am.
Im not.
Its time to have a voice and be me.
It might be sad, or mad but its me.
Im not changing for you, or any of you.
Im changing for me.
Im not the good girl people think i am
Im not the sweet little country girl.
and you'll see.

I scream at the top of my lungs
but still you cant hear.
You're blind and deaf.
And your lies got you there.
And sadly I believed them,
defended you.
Told them they didnt know what they were talking about.
But now look at where Im at.
On that edge,
and this time
Im jumping.

Im at a loss of words,
I feel numb.
I sat there figuring out who i should be mad at.
You or me.
You did this.
But I fell back into it, ignored the warnings.
So whos to blame for the steps im close to taking.
Either way I know the truth.

I want to scream, to yell.
But nothing comes out.
I want you to know,
to hear my words.
But still nothing comes out.
How do I say this,
how do I understand.
If you dont even speak
silent, just silent.

Loves a fake word.
I see it everyday.
Lies told, people hurt.
And now im a part of it.
Does god or whoever controls out hearts enjoy it.
Do they think its amusing.
Well im not falling back into it.
Cause all thats there is heart ache and lies.
and now im done lying, im done being soft.
Im done with love.

I look in the mirror and I see the shell.
Finally i lost all of me.
Now hopefully I wont feel.
So i dont cry anymore.
To feel anger of happyness.
So I can be invisble and no one notices me.
For then i dont get hurt.
so i can feel alone.
for ever alone.

sigh i sowwie :'(

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