Dear Dear Diary

Dear Dear Diary,

I did it...I cannot believe I just did it. S and I had this really long online convo, and I did it. I have no idea what he'll respond. AGHGH!
Hurr it is:

C: S.
I has a vair vair important question to ask you.
But I mean if you don't answer, then I really can't ask. rofl

S: Lol sorry what is it
?????

C: Are we just going to the dance together or are we dating?

OheMGee HE JUST RESPONDED. "Idk lol"
Oh my goodness, he didn't not. He did. Aghgh!

And then he put : "havent really thought about it"
I would be so embarrassed if I did this in real life. Thank God for technology.

Here's the rest so far:

S: Idk lol
Havent really thought about it

C: idk either rofl

That's it...
That.
Was.
It.

He's such a hole.
Why do I like him again?

I feel like some prep obsessing so much. Oops.

Dear Dear Diary,

Apparently, that's not all...
Another "lol" was in order. So awful. I'm so stupid.

C: So do you want to or do you want to just stay friends...

S: Its up to you

C: Y not?
haha let's take a chance.

Do I sound nonchalant? I'm trying for it, but it definitely isn't succeeding.
Good luck to me? Oh yes!

2minutes...
5minutes...
HE JUST SIGNED OFF!!! No way.
No friggin' way.

He signed back of and said, "Well then, I'm off. Nighty Night."
WHAT THE HECK IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?
He never even acknowledged my lastest post. Imma take it as a yes.

Whatever happened to meh patience is key mantra? I don't even know.