Lost and Alone

"never mind... i think... i dont know.."

"ive finally realized something after all this time"

I shook my head. "First youre leading into sex with kim and the next your here acting as if it was nothing."

"Because it was nothing." He said, smiling innocently


I didnt care. I just walking

i looked at the knife "i dont need it" i said realization shining in my eyes

I stopped walking but didnt turn around. "Why not?"

"this knife was a test and you helped me pass it" i said opening the knife at throwing it expertly into the wall

I shook my head "But....that doesnt make any sence."

"because i had killed two people that day..and that crushed me...but now i know that i just need to let go" i said looking at her

I turned around slowly."So let go." I said softly

"i did when that knife left my hand" i said staring into her eyes

"Say your not weak." I told him.

i hesitated..."im not weak" i said quietly

I walked farther into the water. Then I dove in and started to swim around.

I smiled "I cant hear you." I wanted to see how far I could push him

"im not weak" i said at a talking voice

I started walking back over to him "I still cant hear you."

It was hard to swim with my clothes on so I swam to shore and quickly took hem off then dove back in. The water felt good against my skin. It was so hot on the island.

"im not weak" i said a little louder

I smiled and got close to him "Do you actually belive that your not weak?"

I popped my head out and wished that Leo was here with me. I could have some fun with him.

"yes" i said quietly

I smiled and kissed him softly "I love you."

(Leo I'm bored have Leo come & find me!!!)

(Hes talking to Paysin. Patince is a virtue))