Lost Love Notes

N: "Is that a good thing or a bad thing?" I asked.
A: "How am I embarassing you?"

"You know exactly how!" I sit up and pout

"No idea...we'll play it as we go"

A: "I wasn't trying to." I said and sat up too.
N: I nodded. "I have control over it, unlike the movies you like so much. I will go crazy when I'm mad, but hardly ever." I said.

"Interesting"

"I know I know"

N: "I can show you if you want." I said noticing we were alone.
A: "I'm sorry." I said.

"Yes please!"

I smile and kiss his lips, "Thats all I needed to hear"

N: I nodded and went off then came back as a wolf. I sat at his feet.
A: I smiled and kissed her.

"Your beautiful" I say staring at her

"No more playing"

N: I dog smiled.
A: "Ok."

"I get to play now" I smile and kiss him

"Shift back!"

N: I tried not to growl at him ordering me around. I reluctantly left to shift again and came back.
A: I kissed her back.

"I want to tell Nina now..."

"That is so cool! Who else is a wolf?"

N: "Roza, and Aaron just got his back. He agreed to marry her so our father would give it back." I told him.
A: "If that's what you want.' I told her.

"I just don't know"

"My best friend is a wolf!? And he's married?!"

N: I nodded. "Yesterday, I had to watch it because as an Alpha I have to approve of them and accept him and see all the unions. For someone that hates couples, it really sucks." I said.
A: "Well, if she's angry then you'll have me to be there for you."

"Can you bring me to him so I can kick his butt?"

I sigh and lay back down resting my hands on my stomach, "I want a baby"

N: "No, I'm avoiding them right now. Like I said, I don't like couples. Even before I met you, I just didn't like them, but now I have a strong hatred of them." I said, voice filled with heat and unintended venom.
A: "I know, it takes time." I told her.

"I swear to god it was all Roza Nina"

I look at him, "Do you?"

N: "And I promised I would believe you. I do, I didn't mean for it to come out so bad. I suck at talking." I sat down on the sidewalk.
A: "Of course I do, and not just to make you happy. I've never had a real family." I said.

"Maybe...we should go talk to them. That way I can tell him what kind of wh*re she is"

I cuddle into him, "I want to give you a real family"

N: "I think he knows, he's the kind of guy that doesn't care when he's starstruck. He had his wolf taken twice, first time was because he fell in love with a human girl that asked him to and left him, second time he found out a secret that is only between the elders." I said.
A: "And you will."

"I swear on it!"

"So we just need to show him how bad she is"

N: "Brian, you aren't listening to me. You don't understand what it's like when you find the mate. And yes I'm about to go all Jacob Black on you when I say this, when he told Bella about the Imprint, he was basically describing how we feel when we find our mate. Some of us never find one, and some do. When we do, that's the only person we'll ever be with and be in love with. I have a feeling that there isn't a mate for me." I looked at him angrily at first but at then end mumbled as I looked away.
A: "So do I."

"Can you have a human mate?"

"Do you want a boy or a girl?"

N: "I don't know. That's why I started to like you, you have an inner wolf so I was drawn to that and at first that you were a solitary. But I could tell you weren't, I never told my dad about you until today. He doesn't want humans mixing with us." I said as I looked at him using a tired expression to hide behind.
A: "I want both at some point. If all we have is one I'll be fine with that, but I would like at least one of each." I said.