Lost Love Notes

"Werewolf council restricts me from telling you. Or any who know what its like to be like me and learn that they made a mistake." I said. Everyone knew I committed treason for a girl, one I loved, and was soon broken hearted by her and broken without my wolf.

"Screw them. They can't dictate your life" I hold onto his hand

"They can if I want my wolf back." I admitted quietly.

"how can I help?"

"You can't. No amount of friendship or care could fill up the hole a wolf leaves. If you were supposed to be one in the first place." I said. (speaking from bloodrose)

"I'm going to help you get your wolf back. I don't have a mate so why not help?"

I smiled. "Thank you. It would mean a lot to me. Though I feel like I would be leaving behind Brian. I know whats going on between those two, but I would prefer to be a bridge between them." I said. No one ever gave this girl enough generosity credit.

"You know what happened?"

I nodded. "Brian tells me evverything. Well, almost everything. He said that you kissed him and she thought it was the other way around and broke it off. He writes all these cute love letters to her but, they never reach her. She deletes his texts and emails, and never opens the mail from him. I just hope that the council doesn't find out about your betrayal to your alpha, wouldn't end well." I said and my face fell in sadness for her.

I growl, "I don't need your pity! I'll go rouge if I have to!" I stand up and pull away from him, "I don't need someone feeling sorry for me"

I shook my head and sighed. Another reason I had to keep my distance. "Sorry, I forgot my place." I said.

"Look you want to give me pity go ahead. Everyone in the pack does considering I have no parents. No relatives. Nothing."

I nodded. "One orphan to another. Don't let it get to you, if it does, you'll get mixed up in things and soon you'll realize it but you could be too late to save yourself." I said. I had a pretty private life, but my pack knew most of it and that was another reason I left.

"Already got to me" I mumble

(sorry, long a*s message on this other site)
I put my hand on her shoulder. "No, don't let them tell you to be with someone if you have a bad feeling about it. You don't want to be screwed over like me." I said and leaned against the wall.

((It is ok))

"Just because your not a wolf doesn't mean anything to me"

"Don't take someone's warning for granted. I could save your life one day." I said.

"You wouldn't want to save me"

"I don't know. Sometimes its nice to hear your thoughts of the day." I said.

"Trust me you wouldn't want to save me."

I shrugged. "Well, I wouldn't have someone as entertaining as you." I said.

"How am I entertaining?"

"You give me something to do when I'm not helping Brian pk up the pieces ofhis heart and hers as he tells me. You always have something fun to do." I smirked.

"So I'm a play thing for you enjoyment?"

"No, you don't have to do anything actually. Just knowing you're alive keeps me entertained, or happy is what I meant." I frowned but shook my head and smiled.