Lost Love Notes

N: "When I'm done eating."
A: "Alright." I said and I went to get on a shirt and we started to leave.

"I can wait patiently"

"Do I really look that bad?" I ask him once in the car

N: I nodded and continued to eat until I was finished. "Alright I give you the choice of we do. Anything you want."
A: "Not that bad, but it's still noticeable. Around the house I dont really care, well I do, but you get the point. I just don't want guys to think you're game." I said.

"Lets go to an amusement park"

I nod silently

N: "Alright."
A: I looked at her. "Don't be upset please? We're just adjusting to being married, so things are going to be different and somethings are going to be seen like that." I said.

I smile and slip on a shirt

"It just seems like you don't like the clothes I wear..."

N: I waited patiently after I got changed.
A: "It has nothing to do with me, I just want you safe. I don't mind the clothes you wear, you have some decent clothes, but sometimes you like to be suggestive. If another guy came by he wouldn't care that I'm your husband, he'd only be thinking about getting you in bed." I said. I knew too well how our minds worked.

"Alright lets go!"

I nod in understanding

N: I smiled at him and grabbed his hand.
A: I glanced at her but kept silent.

"Lets walk there"

"I'm sorry"

N: "Sounds good."
A: "It's not your fault. Just guys are as*es. I mean some of us don't care if you want to or not, so I'm just looking out for my family."

I smile as we start walking

"I know and I'm sorry for dressing suggestively"

N: I stay quiet.
A: "It's ok. Just from now on, let's only dress suggestively when you really want to turn me on." I smiled at her.

"What do you want to talk about?"

"What if I want to turn you on all the time?"

N: "Anything."
A: "Well, if we're home, and alone, then fine. But if we're not then we'll have to hold off." I said.

"Hmm..." I think

"What if I can't help bit turn you on?"

N: I looked at him.
A: "Then make sure you're at least decent and discrete." I said as we parked.

"Lets talk about dogs"

"I can always help you if you're turned on you know"

N: "Why?" I asked with an amused look.
A: "Alright."

"I like dogs"

"Just remember any time or anywhere I'll take care of your...problem" I giggle and look at him

N: "Well, I can tell. I mean you love me, and I'm a dog." I said.
A: I smiled at her. "Alright, I'll remember."

I laugh

"Alight mister lets go and get me new clothes"

N: "What, it makes sense!" I said.
A: "Ok." I said and we got out.

"Yeah I know it does"

"I have to go into Victoria's Secret...and you're coming with"

N: I smiled and grabbed his arm.
A: "Alright, I just hope I don't go crazy." I said.