Lost Love Notes

N: "You can't at least try for me?" I asked.
A: I nodded. "Ok," I said and we left.

"I have Nina"

I sit and look out the window

N: "Try harder, it is not complete;y her fault she lost those kids. She didn't know they were weak." I said.
A: I drove home quietly.

"She should have protected them than"

I let tears roll down my cheeks

N: I growled and walked away. I didn't care that I should be with him to protect my own child. No one dared to threaten me right now. I went straight upstairs and locked myself away.
A: I put my hand on her knee.

I sigh and follow her, "Nina I'm sorry"

"Aaron."

N: I kept the door locked as h stood on the outside.
A: I looked at her as we pulled in to the drive way. I came to her side and hugged her. "Don't listen to him. It wasn't your fault."

"It is though"

"Nina come on talk to me"

(Sorry, next weekend i'll be able to stay. right now we've nearly maxed out the internet and it restarts tuesday.)
N: "When you start acting more like an alpha and not a child, we'll talk." I said. I laid on the bed. What I needed was to be left alone, if he doesn't go away I'll be even angrier.
A: "No, it's not. If anything it's his, he said something horrible to you which made you run. The tripping part h3ll nina might do it. It's just something we know to be more careful about."

((Thats fine no problem))

I sigh, "I'll apologize..." I say walking away/

I nod but look at my hands

N:I stay up in my room and lay down tiredly. I didn't care if he apologizes, he just needs to learn that in a pack you can't get angry or hate someone. You have to treat that person fairly as you would the reest of the pack.
A: I take her inside and sit on the couch. I oull her to my chest and hold her.

"I don't get why you still want me"

[color=blue]I sit there thinking/color]

N: I sat there lletting my anger fade. It was harder because of my hormones, but once it was gone I went downstairs.
A: "I want you because you give me things I haven't had in a long time. I haven't been truly happy since my mother died, and my family tore itself apart. Even without kids you've given me a family, your dad is welcoming to me so he feels like what my father used to be." I explained.

I look up at him, "You sure?"

"Nina" I say as she comes down

N: I looked at him. "Look, I realize you weren't born into this life so you don't understand exactly everything we do. I forget a lot that there's things you need to be taught about it so you can be what you're supposed to be. And one thing is, no matter what happens you have to be fair to your packmates. Treating them fair, but if one steps out of line then we do put them back or they are exiled." I explained as I sat next to him, I wasn't apologizing about anything or taking apologies because I didn't care.
A: "I'm sure."

I nod, "I'm sorry"

"Well at least we have babies on the way"

N: I nodded. "Alright."
A: I smiled. "Yeah."
(ready to skip again?)

((Yep!))

((Yep!))

(k, i'm not jumping into their labor, it'll start with the moments before, nina will end up passing out and silica will come out and take care of them)
N: I got up slowly and went downstairs.
A: I lay there watching her.

"Stop being creepy Aaron" I say my eyes still closed

"Nina...how are you feeling this morning?"

N: "Fine." I smiled at him.
A: "What? You nevthougtwas before."

I look up at him, "I was joking" I smile and look at my round stomach, "Its big"

I hug her

N: I hug him back. I felt a little pressure on my stomach but it could be anything so I thought nothing of it.
A: "Well they're almost ready to come."

"Remember no matter how many we have we will always treat them equally"

"Hungry?"