Lost Love Notes

"I'd rather not relive that"

Darius: I smile, "Dinner is done"

"That too"

L: "Ok, what did you make?" I asked as I followed him to his kitchen.
A: "Me either."
N: She gurgled at us. "You're a talker."

((Sorry I didn't feel good last night so I went to bed))

Darius: "Chicken"

"Lets go to our new house" I smile and hold his hand

"She's not gonna be quiet when she's older"

(its fine, i went to bed too, hope your ok, and ive got church so i'll be back by 1 my time. what time is it your time?)
A: "Alright." I followed her.
L: "Smells good." I said as he handed me a plate. I went to the table and waited for him.
N: "Not at all."

((9 right now and nah I don't feel any better lol))

I smile and go into our house, "Wow it's huge"

Darius: I sit across from her and smile

"Oh well"

(You're an hour ahead of me, it was 8 when i was last on. I got my parents to quit our church)
L: I smiled and started to eat. "Wow, you can really cook." I said. I was ok, I mean, my food didn't come out funny but I wsn't experimenting and home made kind of cook.
A: "Yeah, but it's perfect for us right now." I said.
N: "She'll always tell us if she's ok."

((How'd you do that?))

Darius: "Thank you I cook for the town frequently"

"Its beyond perfect! And are you saying you want more kids?"

"Always" I smile and kiss her forehead

(My dad was talking about my adhd problem with my pills and said how i stated i hate it here which he thought i liked the kids in my church, but i dont. i told him i cant stand them, they want nothing to do with me, and feel more unwelcoming every time we go. So we went searching, didn't find one.)
L: "Well it pays off. You're way better than me." I said. "But I'm more of a mechanic anyways. My motor blew yesterday in my car so I spent most of the day fixing it."
A: "Maybe. You never know." I smiled down at her. "But with four I think it requires a big house."
N: We both smiled. Then her stomach growled and scared her. "Aww don't cry baby." I soothed before feeding her.

((Awh I'm sorry ))

Darius: "I was never one for fixing things"

"You defiantly want more" I say teasingly but nod

"A baby getting scared because her stomach growled...never heard of that before"

(it's ok)
L: "Ii was always into cars. It was the one thing my dad and I had in common so he taught me to fix cars from the time I was 12 to 18. Then I went to college to be a mechanic, and came here after I graduated." I said.
A: "Eventually." I said.
N: "She's special."

((You sure?))

Darius: "I'll cook you fix sounds perfect"

I look at the sleeping babies, "We should unpack tomorrow" I wrap my arms around his neck, "Tell me more about what you thought of me that day"

"Very special"

(Yea, it's part of being in the military. i live on post and they don't, they go to school in tennesse and i got to school in kentucky, but technically it's still tennesse. none of them go to school with me or live life like me so they don't understand)
L: "Don't forget the pyschic readings." I said. "Which I can give you one if you want."
A: "You seemed very interesting, and had I had time I wanted to talk to you. I knew you were a wolf which drew me more to you, but my brothers and I were doing a job." I said.
N: I nodded.

((Judgers gotta hate them))

Darius: "I would love one"

"When you weren't look at me drooling" I giggle and look at him, "What job?"

"But she's ours"

(Yeah, or they are just not sure what to say to me you know? i cant read people well but i knew there was no connections to that group i could make. one thing i know is there was jealousy, i experienced it at sand rock in middle school. these kids grew up with each other, never moved once so they've been to all grades together, so my life is envious.)
L: "After we eat." I said and we talked as we continued to eat about ourselves.
A: "Well, we had to escort this kid home. A human who stumbled onto us during a meeting and was very disoriented so we were creating a fake memory and then brought him home." I said.
N: "Yep, and no matter what she will always be loved."

((I can see how that is))

Darius: I smile and talk to her

"Makes sense"

"And if anyone picks on her they're dead"

(Yeah, but i made friends at sand rock. well onto this, i was thinking, shouldn't it worry darius she'll see a thing about his pack? or something that can say hey im a werewolf)
L: After a while we both finished. After the dishes were in the sink we sat side by side on the couch. "Alright, center yourself, be calm and try not to be too skeptic." I said as I centered myself and cleard my mind.
A: "Yeah. We had a lot of mishaps."
N: "Well school won't allow it."

((He can hide that stuff and alter it))

Darius: I centered myself but kept certain things locked away so she couldn't see

"That's ok" I kiss his neck, "Its you and me now"

"They better not"

(Alright good)
L: "Alright, and warning label: if I am involved at all it won't be very good, the most I can give is emotions but not very descriptive." I said and once that was clear I closed my eyes. "So I'm going to the left, which is the past. I can feel lots of loss, and pain and hurt and anger." I said. I always did that as proof of my abilities. "You lossed a few loved ones and have been lost yourself recently. Now you feel hopeful in seeing a familiar face." I said and looked at him for confirmation.
A: "Yep, and we'll teach them how to control it." I smiled.
N: "But don't worry, she's going to be a leader. She'll have her pack at her side."

Darius: I stare at her and nod

"Control what?"

"Always!"

L: I nod and close my eyes again. "Now for the right. Very soon you will become very happy and romantically involved with a girl. For awhile you're unsure of how she feels but you take a chance anyways and after a year or so you ask for her hand and you marry her. It's very hazy so I'm still in the picture somewhere. I'm not getting any details about her or when you met her, but I'm sure you know her now. She is someone that you knew before and lost but she came back to you." I said.
A: "They'll need help controling their wolf."
N: I nodded and that's when she stopped but she was still awake. "I guess I'll hold you while I eat." I smiled at her.

Darius: I smile widely, "I think I now exactly who it is"

"Sorry you distracted me but yes we will teach them"

"What would you like Nina?"

L: "Good, she's a lucky girl." I said very oblivious to the fact but it that doesn't mean I didn't have feelings for him now. I envied the girl he would be with, though it would be me.
A: "It's not that hard to distract you."
N: "Whatever available."

Darius: "Yeah she really is" I take her hand, "I want to see you again"

"Hmm not if its you"

I nod and warm up so chinese

L: I smiled brighter. "Anytime I'm available. I don't have a schedule though so it's more of have a time in mind and lots of rain checks." I said.
A: "Normally I am the distraction."
N: I went into the dining room with her.

Darius: "Tomorrow?"

"Oh trust me you are right now" I bite my lip and look at him

"Chinese it is"