Lost Love Notes

"I'm fat not pretty"

Darius: "Yes to me"

L: I stuck out my tongue.
A: "You're pregnant, and do you really want our girls to learn this sort of thing? They go around hearing you sy that, when they're sixteen they'll start saying they're fat and be a bean pole." I said.

Darius: I look at her, "Put that tongue away or I'll bite it"

I bite my lip, "No I don't want them to hear that..."

L: I stuck it out more and giggled at his threat.
A: "Then please dont do that." I put my forehead on hers.

Darius: I growl and come closer

"Sorry...You know my habits..."

L: I giggled more at him and left it there watching him come closer.
A: "I know, maybe we should work on you saying I am beautiful. That's what they should hear, and I know you could teach them that well."

Darius: I growl at her playfulness and bite her tongue lightly

"Aaron...that won't work I've already been through counselling for it"

L: I giggled, this wasn't abnormal. I played this game before.
A: "Well, then start listening to your mate." I said.

Darius: "Testing my self control.."

"Or what?"

L: "And mine."
A: "No, it's just a suggestion."

Darius: "Hmm" I say coming closer

"Look...I'm sorry its just I'm not used to saying I'm pretty"

L: I smiled with it still out wondering if it irritated him or turned him on.
A: "Well, we'll start saying it three times a day, got it?"

Darius: "I like biting that tongue of yours"

"Why?"

L: "As long as I still have it when your finished." I said and pulled it back.
A: "So you can get used to the thought." I smiled. "My mother used to do it."

Darius: "Hmmm" I smile

"Why would she do that?"

L: "That idea sounds way too tempting to you. Here's the rules, you can borrow it, but I need it when I eat or I can't compliment your cooking." I smiled.
A: "Her and my dad had some issues for awhile, and he said things like she's fat and ugly. She used that as a wayy to remind herself she is beautiful, no matter what." I said.

Darius: "Deal but I get to use it whenever I want"

"That feels like a lot of work..."

L: "Not when I'm asleep or eating! Or in front of kids." I said.
A: "I know but we want them to grow up proud of who they are."

Darius: "Well ok obviously that"

"I'll tell them how beautiful they are"

L: "Good boy. Would you like a sample?" I asked as I checked to see the girls weren't in the room.
A: "I know."

Darius: "Yes"

"Than I'll only tell myself I'm not beautiful in private"

L: I kissed him with more than our usual involved. When I added that part, he didn't fight it.
A: "And I'll know it."

Darius: I kiss her back liking how she changed it up

"How?"

L: I could feel my self control, and my viselike grip was slipping. He really should hurry up and marry me.
A: "I'm your mate."

Darius: I pull back, "Marry me"

"You still won't know"