Lost Love Notes

(-hugs back-)
B: I looked at Gage, he stopped crying when he saw me. He began to smile at me. "You silly boy, you're not hungry." I giggled.

E: I nodded.

((Sigh -lays head on shoulder- guess I'm back to destroying myself))

A: "Awwhhh someone loves the ladies already"

K: "You don't have to be silent though"

(No, don't)
B: "No he loves his mama," I kissed his cheek. He grabbed my hair.

E: I looked at him. "Um, I lost it," I said.

((Why))

A: "Uh huh I love your mama more Gage"

K: "Lost what?"

(cuz it's bad!)
B: He looked at Alec as he put my hair in his mouth.

E: "Um, any words," I said.

((I know...but it makes me happy))

K: "Do I need to tickle you?"

A: "Woooooow I feel the love Gage!!"

(sigh no)
E: I shook my head. "Drive," I said.

B: He looked at me then reached out a tiny hand and cooed at Alec.

((It truly does anyway!!!))

K: I do just that

A: I grab his tiny hand

(yea, but you'll regret it)
E: I started to fight his hands away while laughing. "Kaname! Focus!"

B: He smiled at him.

((When...right now I'm not))

K: "Or what?"

A: "Hi son, you're going to look after your sisters"

(In the future)
B: He cooed again in a small reply.

E: "We could crash!" I said.

((Idk...why stop when it makes me feel something))

A: " So yes"

K: I focus

(I don't know, I've been there, but the pain sucks)
B: "Yes it is," I said and he looked up at me.

E: I leaned back until we got to the hospital. I hopped out and texted my brother, what room?

((How??))

A: I text her the room number

K: I chuckle at her

(They just say that people will)
B: Gage yawned and fell asleep.

E: I ran up into the hospital.

((I've been 3 months without it. I can't do it anymore))

A: I smile and kiss her forehead

K: "Calm down woman!" I say following

(try every few months, that's how people do it)
B: I smiled at him as I rocked Gage a little.

E: I smiled kept running.

((I can't...I miss it. I started carrying knife again ...brb))

(ok)

((Back))

A: "Go back to sleep babe"

K: I catch her and throw her over my shoulder walking fast

(Yep)
E; I growled. "Do you want me to save this energy for tonight?"

B: I shook my head, "I'll be fine. I still need to see Jaimie." I said.

((Blah :-/))

K: "Yes actually because we're going to do it all night long"

A: I grab Jaimie

(messy)
B: I take the baby who squeaked at each person who touched her. "She's mousy," I looked at Alec. Like me when I was just a few years younger.

E: I smiled. "To ensure I have a baby? Or just for fun?" I think I know the answer.

((Huh?))

A: "It's so cute!"

K: "Both but more just for fun"

(nothing)
B: "Are you saying that because I use to be that way?" I asked.

E: I kissed his ear.