Lost and Alone

I looked at Paysin as she walked out but didnt follow her. I looked back at Leo.

I beamed at him and bit my lip "I think Im....falling in love...with you too."


Leo looked over as Paysin left. He sighed and got up to follow her.

((JENNY YOU HOE!! JK LOVE YA!!))

I sat on a rock at the end of a cliff that over looked the ocean. I smiled and closed my eyes as a calming wind came by. I wouldnt let the two of them get me down, I was use to dropping emotions for my own good. Its the only way for a half demon to survive, rid of all emotions...be more like a demon and let the human in you fade to nothing.

((*cries* Britt Britt your so mean JK LOVE YA TOO!!!!))

i looked away and walked to the other side of the cavern and sat down trying to think

"im such a freak" i mumbled to myself

((*hugs Jen Jen*))

((*hugs Britt Britt*))

Leo went and sat by Paysin "Are you going to tell me whays wrong?"


I frowned and went and satby Shadow "Whats wrong?" I asked him, moving his face so he had to look at me.


((Why are both of my chars sitting and asking people whats wrong? lol Thats weird))

"im such a freak...i mean i can read peoples minds i can go from one place to another instantly and ive been alive for 300 years..." i said glumly

((hahahaha nice Leo))

((Its not really me. Tia's telling me what to post cuz she's to busy to do it))


"That doesnt make you a freak." I told him

i laugh sharply "yeah like everyone else can do that im just any old normal guy" i said looking the other way

I moved so that I could look him in the eye "It doesnt matter if ur normal." I told him "The things that make you different are the things that I love about you."

i touched the scar on my face then closed my eyes "sometimes... i dont like being different...i mean it comes in handy but..." i trailed off

then i whispered to myself remembering "the one thing i couldnt heal"

I put my hand over the one on his scar "What happened?"

I rolled my eyes, "Nothing is wrong with me. If you dont return to Kim soon she isnt going to be very happy."

i sighed wondering if i should tell her or not

"i was four-teen i had just gotten of the bus and was walking the other block home" i said going back reliving that day

"i saw some guys up ahead and knew i should stay away so i crossed across the street" i said seeing it happen again

"well they crossed when i did so i knew there was gonna be some trouble so i grabbed my RECON 1 knife(go RECON!!) out of my pocket and hid it from their sight" i said

"they walked up to me and said 'hey kid whats ya got in the bag? Any money?' the first one had said " i could barely say it while i was shaking

" i had said' i dont want any trouble so kindly step out of the way' they didnt move and said 'your telling us what to do? biggest mistake of your short life' and rushed me" i closed my eyes laughing hysterically

I listened to his story, my arms going around him gentaly "Its okay..."