Lost Love Notes

"From last night I know your not missing that piece"

"That doesn't mean that it works. But if it doesn't we'll figure out something." I said.

I look at him, "Honey...I'm sure it works" I giggle, "In all seriousness I want to be a mom"

((Brb))

(K)
"Alright. We'll work on it every now and then." I smiled.

"Sounds perfect" I smile

Nina. The council needs to speak to you. Come.

N: Yes. I said and went to them.
A: "Yeah."

"So what else can we do? We ruined your kitchen, we ate breakfast...what else"

"Any update on my daughter and her husband?"

A: "A date maybe?"

N: "Trying to start a family." i said.

I nod, "Now about you Nina. I'm hearing complaints from your pack that your too cold"

"Sounds awesome!"

N: "I've been trying to fix it. But I'm not having the easiest time. Esecially with the ceremony, but not because of anything against them. It's all me." I said trying to avoid admitting I am suffering from heartbreak from a human.
A: "Let's go then." I said.

"Where?"

"Nina...your like a daughter to me. What is going on?"

A: "Movies maybe."
N: "A boy tht I went out with kissed your daughter. I really liked him and now he keeps trying to tell me he didn't kiss her and he wouldn't ever hurt me.Trying to get over him is near imossible." I said as best as I could. I was praying I wouldn't get in trouble.

"Why don't you be with him?"

I shrug and jump on his back, "To the movies!"

N: "I'm not sure I can trust him with my heart." I said.
A: "Alright." I took her to the car.

"Nina...Please for the sake of your pack let this boy have your heart or find out what really happened."

"I think I'm going to tell Nina what I did..."

N: "Yes sir." I said.
A: "I don't know yet but I honestly think that is a good decision. I'll stand by you no matter what happens." I said.

"I just know that she'll hate me" I whisper

"Go have fun"

A: "And I have no idea how to respond to that." I said.
N: "Yes sir." I said and left.

I bring my knees up and rest my forehead against them, "I'm such a screw up."

I watch as my second daughter walks out

A: "No you're not. That's one thing we're going to have to get you to stop if you want to be a mother. You want them to believe they're worth something you believe you are too. You are not a screw up." I said.
N: I went home to try get some sleep right now.

I sigh, "I guess..."

(I hope you know thaat in black butler when the master hit her it was on her butt not to hurt her)
A: "A little something my dad told my brother when his girlfriend was expecting his child." I said. I no longer talked to them, thanks to my dad. He disowned me and forbid any talking between the family.

((Yes yes I know I've got it))

I straighten, "Ok" I take a deep breath and put my hands on my stomach, "I'll do it for our unborn baby"

"Good, it'd be difficult to deal with that honestly." I smiled at her as we parked.

"What do you mean?"