Lost Love Notes

"My mother, she had a very low self esteem and constantly put herself down until she finally killed herself. Until then she'd been an amazing mother, I was four and she did it right there in front of me." I said. Not much you remember from that early but I did.

I hug him, "I'm sorry baby"

I hug her back. "It's ok. We've all had our problems, now you know mine. Oh and you should know that the other reason I got my wolf taken is I thought I loved someone. They asked me and I did. I'm sorry but I was making sure you heard from me." I said afraid she'd be angry.

"Who was it?"

"Some human girl, Amber. If I didn't know Brian I would fear for Nina, but he's not like her. I haven't seen Amber in two years." I said honestly.

"Thank you for being honest with me Aaron"

Ismiled. "I thought you'd be angry if she should her face and told you. I know if someone said something I should hear from you then I'd be angry too." I said.

"I don't have any big secrets besides what happened with Nina"

"Well you could decide you're afraid of telling me I'll be a father. Then she go and tell me." I said.

"You will be the first person I tell if I'm pregnant...wait! I have one secrets...Nina is my sister..."

"Then I would understand, but I haven't given you a reason to do that have I?"

I shake my head and take his hand, "Sweetie trust me. I would never hide the pregnancy from you...its sort of impossible"

"I was afraid maybe you'd found a reason to be afraid to tell me. But I will stick by you throughout." I said as we went in.

I kiss his cheek, "Thank you love"

"No problem." I smiled.

"Just think if I really am pregnant..."

"I know, I can't wait." I said and pulled her close as we walked.

"Baby can I get a piercing?"

"I think that's your decision. But my condition is as long as I get to see it afterwards." I said in her ear tenderly.

I giggle, "You get to come with"

"Good." I ssaid as we made it to the booth. We looked at the movies and bought tickets.

"What movie are we seeing?"

I told her the name as we sat. (i dont know any)

"Sounds interesting" I say and rest my head against his shoulder

"I hope."I said.