Lost Love Notes

I nod, "I think that would be for the best"

"I'll. Be. Fine!"

N: "Yeah. Though I'm praying for kids." I said.
A: "I don't care if you think you'll be ok, I won't take that chance."

"I'm fine!"

"How many?"

N: "I don't know. Depends on how many we get the first time."
A: I sighed.

"Understandable"

"I'll prove it!"

N: "Yeah, and we'll start planning for them. I've got the perfect house to have a family."
A: "How?"

"You really do"

I stand up and lift his arm examining it, "See?"

N: I kissed his cheek. "And you're just the right person to help me fill it."
A: "Doesn't prove anything to me. It gets me healed and hurts you."

"Always" I smile

"I am fine!"

N: I snuggled into him.
A: "I don't care. I don't want to hurt you, or lose you." I said and sat up.

"You won't lose me"

"Tired? Sore?"

N: "Sore a little, but being my first time it's expected. When I had the talk with dad he said it would." I said.
A: "You don't know that."

"That must have been awkward"

"I am fine Aaron"

N: "Considering he's not my real father." I agreed.
A: "But what if you're not after you heeal me next time?"

"Even worse"

"Than I'll stop, After the next time"

N: "Yeah."
A: "Alright."

"Wanna explain to me about your whole family again?"

"Which I have to do right now" I kiss him putting some more healing into it

N: "When I was seven my parents were killed. When Roza ws about 5 her parents were killed, so the man that I call dad adopted us both after he lost his wife."
A: I kiss her back.

"That's really sweet"

I pull back once the healing was done and grab onto the bed to keep steady

N: "Yeah, which is why I care about him. But I hate how it's always my fault Dante acts like he did when you met."
A: I held onto her.

"I'm fine, I'm fine"

"You gotta look at his point of view too"

N: "Who's view?"
A: "You're not." I said.

"Your dads"

"Aaron. I'm fine" I look at him and stand up

N: "What about his view?"
A: I watched her.

"His oldest son has nothing but his brothers and his little sister. He saw his family die..."

"Aaron I swear I'm fine. How are you?"