Lost Love Notes

L: "It's ok. I'm just not sure what that would do if I were to fall." We had been super cautious with the babies, we didn't want to lose them so everywhere I went someone was with me. Except when I used the bathroom, but when I showered I didn't really trust myself alone so Darius was taking his with me.
A: "You know you always turn me on love. Without doing anything." I said.
N: I nuzzle his neck.

Darius: "Understandable baby" I kiss her cheek

"I don't believe it"

I moan extremely soft so the girls couldn't hear

L: I smiled. "You should, you're the one who wants me under extreme protection, not that I'm complaining. It's for the best." I said.
A: "Then you will later, but not today. Nina herself would kill us if we did aanything around her girls." I said.
N: I whispered in his ear tenderly, "that's only a taste of what you get tonight."

Darius: "I agree"

"Oh I know she would but that doesn't prove anything dear"

I smirk, "Is it three yet?"

L: I wrapped my arms around his neck. "So no more games on the bed, not like those." I said.
A: "Then I guess you're going to have to just not know." I said.
N: "Close, it's 12."

Darius: "Not until our child/children come out"

"Girls you packed?"

"I'm fine with that...have you seen my stomach anyway? Its huge and I'm not pregnant anymore which means I'm going to the gym"

N: "Yes daddy!" They smiled excitedly.
A: "Alright." I said. I looked at the time, "I should take Sapphire to Darius first." I said.
L: "Yep." I smiled.

"Kaname should be here soon maybe they could watch the kids while I'm at the gym and you're with Sapphire. Oh and no food for me either go ahead and eat something but not for me"

"You sure you have everything?"

Darius: "You ready for Sapphire?"

L: "Yeah."
A: "You're eating something, doesn't have to be much. Eat a salad if you have to." I didn't like this now.
N: "Go check." I said.

I roll my eyes, "Whatever you say babe" I kiss his cheek than go out the front door, "Hi Kaname"

I smile, "Hi Roza"

Darius: "What do you think she is going to ask?"

I nod

lL: "I don't know." I said.
A: I stayed in the kitchen and sighed. When Kaname showed up I straightened. "Mind watching them for a moment? I need to take Saphire to Darius." I said.
N: They go and get their bags. "You check." They said. I grabbed them and looked through. "You're clear."

"I don't mind at all" I smile as Emerald came up to me, "Hey sweetie"

I giggle as he lifts me up and I kiss his cheek

Darius: "They should be here soon"

"Got your stuffed animals too?"

L: "I know."
A: I took Saphire's hand and we went to Darius.
N: "Yes daddy." They said.

Darius: I open the door and smile at them, "Come on in guys how's my sister?"

"Than you really are all packed!"

A: "Fine, though she's claiming she's fat and doesn't want to eat." I sighed, we were both rather disturbed by her habits.
L: I went downstairs and smiled. "Hey Saphire." I said nad hugged her.
N: "Yay!"

"Hi Liana!" I hug her

Darius: "Again? Dang it um...make sure she eats"

"Now come watch TV with your mom and I"

A: "Doing my best, she just went to the gym." I said.
L: "How have you been?"
N: "Ok!" They climbed back in bed with us.

Darius: "Follow her there and make sure she's drinking water. If its what I think than she won't be"

"Sad"

I smile at them

A: I nodded. "Alright, I will." I said and went off to do that.
L: "Why are you sad honey??" I gave her a worried look.
N: I smiled at them as we watched cartoons.

"Everyone has a mate but me"

I work out with my headphones in ignoring everyone

"These aren't cartoons!"

L: "Your new siblings don't, Jules doesn't, and Jake doesn't. Look baby, just because they are happy with their mates, doesn't mean you have to have one too. When Darius and I started dating, I was happier because my mother had just passed away.It was a highlight for me." I said.
A: I stay in the back and watch her.
N: I looked at him. "How do you mean?"

"I don't think I have one auntie"

I step off the machine and my vision blurs making me grab onto the railing

"The cartoons we watched as kids were cartoons"

L: "Baby, do you want me to see what I can find out? I may not be able to see him, or her, but I can tell if you'll be in love soon." I said.
A: I was worried at that, but I waited to see her reaction.
N: "Yeah, but these are cute."

I nod, "Yes please"

I stand up and talk to my personal trainer acting like nothing happened and go back to the work out

"Some of them"

L: "Alright." I take her hand and stare at it. I looked and smiled as I felt all the love she had stored inside and then I felt it soon would fall into anothers hands. "You will find them very soon, possibly they will be just coming into this world. Meaning they may not have been born yet, they could be one of Nina's boys." I smiled at her.
A: I sighed and went over to her. "You really need to be more concerned about your fall." I said.
N: "Some, yeah."