Lost Love Notes

I jump and turn around holding my chest, "Geez! Scared me!"

I look at her, "I'm going to be the older one?"

"Time?"

L: "Yeah, but doesn't mean it's a bad thing. You have a shorter wait than the others to truly be with them. Like Kaname, he is willingly to wait for her to be of age, but he's probably hurting over it a bit." I said and smiled. "Don't worry about it."
A: "Your brother told me you weren't going to drink water and to come here to watch your actions." I said as if she hadn't said a word. "Remember when I talked to you about saying you're beautiful? This is the same concept you know."
N: "1 30." I smiled.

"What does he look like auntie?"

I roll my eyes, "I'm getting beautiful by working out"

I sigh

L: "I'm sorry baby girl, I couldn't see becuse I was there. And even if I weren't there, I'm not allowed to tell you." I said and kissed his cheek. "Sorry baby."
A: "But you aren't taking care of yourself. That's my point. You need to drink water." I said.
N: "You can call about them going early." I said.

"Its ok auntie...did you see anything else?"

I sigh and take a sip of water, "There. Can I go back to working out?" I feel a hand on my shoulder, "Roza...you're too thin I'm sorry to say this but you aren't allowed to come back until you come up to a decent weight" my personal trainer says

"Nahh"

L: "That you are a wonderful young girl, with a very bright future, and a life full of love." I said. "With the downs too, but those are all the obstacles you overcome to get stronger."
A: I looked at her. "Looks like we're going home then."
N: "Alright."

I growl and grab my bag heading out to the car since I ran here

"Is mommy going to be ok?"

"Alright girls you know the rules for over there?"

L: I looked down wondering how to tell her. "Yes, and no. In the long run she's going to be around for awhile, but right now she needs to eat or things aren't going to be good. She's going to be hospitalized soon, with no visitors aside from your dad." I didn't want to tell her, but I think if she told her it'd get the message to her mother quicker. "Think you can play that as if you had the vision?"
A: I followed behind and we drove home.
N: "Yes daddy, we listen and be respectful to Ms. Roza and Mr. Aaron."

I nod, "Yes auntie!"

"Anything else?"

"Why can't you just let me get skinny?"

L: 'Don't tell her I said anything, she won't listen if I did." I said.
A: "Because you are. I wasn't the one who kicked you out of the gym. Tell me the honest amount of weight you weigh." I said.
N: "Be nice to their kids, and Belle can't sleep with Alec." She blushed.

I look out the window, "95"

I nod, "Ok"

(Shaboopie)
A: I sighed. "You need more weight, not less." I said.
L: I smiled. "But don't worry she'll be ok."

((O.o what?? Lol))

"Is it because of mama's weight?"

"Um hello! No way am I getting fat unless I'm pregnant"

(It's a word from back at the barnyard)
A: I pulled over suddenly beyond angry. "Drive yourself home, I'm going for a walk." I said and got out without a word and wasn't letting her protest.
L: "Yes. Her weight is too low already."

"Daddy isn't making it any better is he..."

I looked at him shocked than start driving. My vision got blurry and I don't remember what happened next

L: "No, he probably isn't. He's trying, I know it, but it's make him angry all the time because she's stubborn and won't take care of herself." I said.

L: "Where is she? Can you tell?"

L: I nodded and called 911. I told them exactly where she was, then did the same for Aaron. Then I called Kaname so he'd know why they weren't back.
A: I ran there and saw the ambulance, I quickly ran to them. When they had her loaded I tried to get in when they stopped me. "Dude, I'm her husband." He let me go afterwards.
N: "Hey it's 3." I said.

L: I pulled her to me and tried to calm her down. I went looking for Darius while I tried to calm her down and told him.
N: I got up and decided to go too. "Ok daddy." They said and we all left.

Darius: "I'm going to the hospital..."

I pace as Emerald watches me

L: I nodded. "I'll stay here, they aren't going to let children back there.
N: When we get there, we see Kaname's car, but no Aaron. We figured he was out. We went and knocked on the door.

Darius: I nod and speed over there. I go to the waiting room and see Aaron, "What happened!"

I sigh and answer the door